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why am I on the computer while I'm cooking?

the statistics quiz tomorrow... the class makes much sense, but the world is a blur. hoping it’s a fair bit less blurry tomorrow.

have an accommodation for testing in a quiet room, but the teacher took that to mean more time was needed, and said if it wasn’t finished it could be taken until finished even if that stretched after class. would guess that’s ideal to him, because unlike a testing day, there’s lecture and activity before the quiz. really don’t think most understand how many distracting smells and sounds are in a small room of that many... he gifted out twenty sided dice yesterday for future activities in class(neat), and the random rollings throughout were as hair raising rolling thunder(such made much of the lecture full of holes to memory, but luckily he uploads the presentations online.). don’t typically accept accommodations though, and because of such, forgot to explain further.

Stillness speaks.

I am on my way to a meeting of my school's Sign Language club.

The realization that I've wasted the last 15 years on online attachments that eventually faltered. It seems... if I feel anything beyond friendship towards someone, I am much more likely to screw things up eventually.

How I can't watch Iron Sky: The Coming Race with Shadow on Valentine's Day at the theaters because it's only screening in Finland and Germany. :c

Having to start from scratch in planning the Bachelorette for my best friend.

*dies*

Note to self, don't ever become an ambassador, hostage negotiator, a psychiatrist, a therapist, a suicide hotline receptionist, salesman, pastor, or a lawyer.

About how I allowed people to convince me that because I didn't overly attach myself to them, because I'm bad at expressing emotion and showing love in the way NTs are used to it, that it meant I didn't care. How much that messed me up. And just how masterfully they managed to gaslight me.

The Super, Blue Moon Eclipse is progressing well, and the skies are clear for almost the first time in two weeks.

Why waking up seems to make me extra bitter towards the human race than normal. Maybe I have morning depression or something.

I am on my way to a meeting of a group of fellow students who since the beginning of this month have been planning a series of events that won't be until the middle of next month.

I think I'm coming to the point where I'm asking for too much for my autism. I should be fine with what I have at this moment, and not be asking or complaining for anything more.