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Yep, I would like to build my own computer system in the coming year..

there are pics of me with it, after about 3 years of growing, it stabilized at about halfway down my back. iow it falls out at about the same rate as it grows so the average length remains the same.

Thinking about what to do when I have to move on Friday 16th February

Tomorrow's "Mental Health" appointment.

Why are psych offices so damn uncomfortable..

I found a birthday card in my bookcase that I had bought my mother last summer and completely forgot to give it to her! Probably because I bought it in June and her birthday's in August. I probably bought her a different card close to her birthday, but I really don't remember.

Oh well, I can just give it to her *this* August... if I remember.

going to have to aim for being ready to try again fall semester. can’t see the neurologist until early march, and nothing tried is working. even then, whatever he changes won’t take effect immediately.

it has become terrifying to go out, and requires battle meditations just to go down the block alone... going to the store, like today, feels like walking to a place of execution. father mentioned that maybe a service dog is necessary, but don’t like the idea of making people who are afraid of dogs fearful. kind of want to talk to the psychologist about the c-ptsd with traumas during childhood development thing she mentioned potentially having a few years back... seems correlated to the seizures.

I'm wearing 2 jackets and I'm a little achy. Must take preventative measures.

girding for I don't know what at the eye doc's office tomorrow. ugh.

How differently the last 8 1/2 years would have gone if my mother made no mention of the potential of me being an aspie, and how differently the past ~21 would have if she were straightforward from the start.

the usual truculent ones.

You don't say? Care to elucidate your thoughts?

You don't have to auntblabby, but you probably shouldn't let whatever it is, weigh too heavily on your mind. You need not stress yourself out.

they know who they are especially on the news threads these days... I try my best to not associate with them but when they address me directly and with malice, it is harder to avoid them.

I do wish certain people could just make their own quasi-4chan forum with a KEEP OUT! sign so the rest of us will know to avoid them. but they insist on making trouble for larger areas here. I thank you for your concern

Understood.

the "problem" is back, malevolent scheming nbrs,
(proving their balls by teaming up against 1 women, i guess everthing goes)

stand straight, thats the problem of attracting attacks already
xx and the instant turning of what should stand with you in siding against you,
is it traumatising?
how to change the perception of this? is it possible?

standing up is one problem, expectations that should not be had another