AquaineBay wrote:
dragonsanddemons wrote:
Worthless
Pathetic
Like-I-will-never-amount-to-anything-no-matter-how-hard-I-try
You're not worthless and pathetic. I think you're a great friend, kind, and compassionate person!
D&D you may not be where you want to be now but, you will get there, I believe you can do it. It may take some time and work and patience as well but, I think you can achieve the goals you want.
And if you happen to fall, I'll be here to support and help you regain the power to keep going! You're great as you are and don't let someone tell you otherwise...even yourself!
Thank you very much
It's just really hitting me again that it's not only a question of
when I'll get a job I can support myself on or live on my own, but
if both/either are going to happen, and I really don't want to stay living with my parents on disability (if I even end up getting that) and doing nothing really for the rest of my life. I want to do something useful, but don't know what I can do.
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"