Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Having to clean (ughhhh I hate dishes...)

I slipped and fell in the snow whilst feeding the deer. I'm okay, though.

It was showing on TV some videos from Brumadinho's dam disaster. There is a video where you can see two cars running in circles trying to find a way to go before the mud and waste wave come to bury them alive. This tragedy made me so sad, I had went to that city 3 times, it isn't far from where I live.

Well I had an unhappy occurrence yesterday. I do websites for people and had a referral from a previous client. Had chatted on the phone, and he seemed happy for me to go ahead with getting a page in place by mid Feb. Matter of urgency etc. I was to meet his PA and she would give me the needed info on logo, styles, artwork etc. So that's what I thought the meeting was, initial meeting to get the work started.

But I could tell something was amiss. Have trouble reading faces, but verbally she wasn't communicating how I thought she would under the circumstances. There was resistance. There were objections. There was a complete mystery around some interface to another 3rd party service - and her unwillingness to give me any information. It was bizarre. THEN at the end of all this she said, well I am interviewing other developers I will be in touch. WHAT? This was an interview situation? I must have sounded like a nutcase and coming on so strong, telling her what I needed, etc.

Came away feeling awful. Not sure what sort of awful - maybe humiliation? Mostly confused and frustrated. Called the owner and left a message. Sigh. So still feeling unhappy over it. Not about not getting the job, I really don't care as I have a pension, just about the communication diificulty.

Weather forecast wrong. Said rain 6pm and it rained 2pm. Otherwise would have scheduled the walk earlier

Someone unintentionally struck me on the bus. I was panting hard. Hyperventilated almost. Doubt the strike was a lot of Newtons of force. Too many pain receptors

38 degrees C today

My mom called me a crappy ass daughter.

Cold.

Rain and wind-driving will be potentially dangerous today. I will need to be extra careful.

My mom being a perfectionist once again.

Someone called me a narcissist and a humble bragger.

What makes me happy is I forgot all about it til this thread so my anxiety must be getting better.

People with social anxiety are the furthest things from narcissists anyway.

Spouse spent most of today sleeping.

Crack whore ex's stepdad keeps harassing me. Apparently she feels I'm to blame for people at school finding out she's a crack whore. #getthestrap #brapbrapbrap

Became flustered over my awkwardness.