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Some items I sent to a Vegas autographs dealer went "missing" , 8 yrs later I see them on ebay....its not the first time he has been accused of stealing items , for example one guy did not get his Rocky Horror items back , Vegas dealer claimed he had lost them , said dealer is also a RH fan

Hopefully someone in law enforcement will listen to me , these guys scam for 100s or millions a yr

Rain

Could not stop preoccupation with :

Homophobia
Autism
Depression
Anxiety
Structural engineering

Mister redelings
Jeanne Courtney
Fat
Dogs


The ninth one started about five years ago

The seventh one, two years ago


Everything else, over 12 years and counting

Whenever I happen to read news articles or see something on the news in general about how an autistic person is either being mistreated,abused, or murdered outright, due to the lack of honorable people whom are suppose to conduct themselves in a respectable fashion not act like tyrants..

I like you, Longshot, you seem a decent person.

What made me unhappy? Mister Ellis crapped on my kitchen floor!

The coffee is good this morning.

High school friend still acting distant. I guess now that she noticed that i have anxiety issues she doesn't want to be my friend. I wish i never met her.

My throat feels like someone cut it in the middle

Obviously they didn't but I really shouldn't have ignored the start of my cold.

Thoughts about my ex because I had such good memories mixed now with this heartbreak.
Sigh.

Unwanted visitor

Ate four piece naan

I can't remember the name of a girl I knew from a day program I was in.

I fell down again. Me & my girlfriend got our laundry ready to go to the laundromat by putting it in our travel bags which were very full. It was icier outside than we thought/expected it to be. Cass went outside 1st with the bag she was gonna pull. I handed her mine & we put it down on the sidewalk. I then locked the door & walked down the steps. The sidewalk was very icy. I knew that cuz Cass had warned me. I went to pull the handle out of my travel bag so I could pull it. The bag was top/front heavy because of how full it was & the bag started to fall. I leaned & turned at the same time to grab it & stop it from falling. My foot slid & I fell down hard rite on my left knee. Cass helped pull me up & I unlocked the door & went back in. She brought our bags in. We'll have to go to the laundromat tomorrow & can not wait/put it off any longer at all. My knee is very bruised & hurt aLOT at 1st. I took some pain meds & it's getting alittle better. Now it only hurts when I bend it. I'm very worried it'll hurt worse tomorrow. Cass told me 1ce she went outside & realized how icy it was that she thought one of us would probably fall walking to the laundromat. I really wish she had told me it was that bad instead of still planning to walk there tonight. Oh well. I've been falling a lot this winter because things are a lot icier this winter than they've been other years sense I've been here. This was probably my 5th fall this winter & I seldom fall. I'm still recovering from a fall two weeks ago. I either bruised a rib, pulled a mussel or both. It still hurts around my right boob if I move in certain positions or sneeze. I NEED to stay inside & NEVER go outside again until ALL the snow & ice are COMPLETELY MELTED. Too much going on in life for us to deal with for me to do that thou. I cant expect Cass to do all the shopping herself & go to the laundromat by herself so I'm royally f#cked till late spring.

Almost everything is reminding me of my ex. It sucks. He's forcing me to communicate only by email. Then, when I ask about paternity, he said, "What do you want." Like I'm some piece of crap to him after promises like, "I won't leave you." and "I'm not going to be like those other guys" or "I'll help you take care of him" but I remembered he said "if we're still together". Manipulative. I wish I could wash myself clean of this. I wish he would leave.
He said he would but didn't want to pay child support if he couldn't see my son.
But, paternity...

Freezing rain and I just read tomorrow is going to be -21

My neighbors cat is not doing well. She is very old.

I made a 67 on a Biology test. I need to improve.