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damn weekend

They should of included the information of both studies/analysis instead of publishing the findings of just one.

It was a beautiful day yesterday. I was at Fort Story/Cape Henry for a bit on the beach and watch 11 shipping/cargo tankers coming in and out through the narrows of Cape Charles and Cape Henry.

Last night my mother tried disconnecting the internet here (read: unplugged the surge protector ), because I didn't make it to school, since I'm agoraphobic and couldn't leave the house.

But does she ever ask me why I do the things I do? No, she makes s**t up and assumes things that are completely incorrect, and I can't say anything since I freeze up and can't respond. Then she tries to guilt trip me by saying that she had to go through "so many hoops" to get me into online school. Really? You had to call a couple places and say you wanted me moved to it. Go cry a f*****g river and drown in it. And when I plugged it back in and went back to my room after she went to bed, my step-dad unplugged it again. Jesus f*****g Christ, what a tool. The internet is the only thing that keeps me sane, so if she wants to f**k with me, it's "game on" b***h.

Good afernoon...

This gave me a flashback to my teenage years.

Dunbots, I may be confused, you say your Mama got mad cause you didn't leave the house and go to school and then you say she was able to get you into an online school but it took alot of jumping through hoops. Is she upset because it took her some effort to get you into this online school because you are agoraphobic?

If so, I'm sorry but that's part of being The Mama (which btw is the toughest job in the World), you didn't ask to have agoraphobia, When you're The Mama, you have to do difficult things for your children that you would otherwise swear to the Gods you would never do for anyone in this World. It's very humbling at times and it's much too often a thankless job as well but somebody's got to do it otherwise we all wouldn't be here. Maybe she will feel better in a day or two and realize that it's not your fault. Someone must of gave her a real hard time about it. And she'll regret getting upset with you, whether she tells you so or not. She loves you, if she didn't, she would of never went to all that trouble of getting you into online school. You guys will be alright, just let her calm down a bit and realize what she did.

And your step-father might just be doing what your Mama told him to do. If he's usually a good guy, that's what he's doing, he's just trying to make your Mama happy and keep on her good side.

Hey Professor, Good Afternoon.

That's beyond Creepy. I used it today when I agreed with Who_I_Am about batshitcrazy's poll but it had nothing sexual to do with it.

I wanted to get into online school because I had a meltdown at my old public high school, and had to get away from the other students and from the teachers. But one thing I like about it is that I don't have to leave the house much, except once a week I have to go to the administration center of the online school for two hours, which is where I didn't go the past two weeks.

You're right, I didn't ask to have agoraphobia, or social anxiety, or Asperger's syndrome, but my mom blames me for them, like blaming me for being too scared to leave the house and go to school the past two weeks. She's been this stupid for my whole life though, she isn't capable of much more. I have appreciated her for being a mother up to this point, but not anymore. I tried explaining to her in an e-mail why I didn't go to the school the past two times, but she still thinks it's my fault. Part of the reason she's b*tching is because I'm not the perfect, mindless sheep like everyone else here that gets good grades in school, wants to go to college, and gets a good job. I can't do all those things, I don't have the ability to, yet she doesn't understand that and expects to me do what I'm "supposed" to do and keep quiet.

My hand is 'falling asleep'.

It's time for me to get going now and here is a youtube song for Aspies both online and offline,known to me or unknown to me...



[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HyrWd_gfQNQ[/youtube]

Thanks for explaining to me, I understand exactly what you're saying now. No, it's not your fault and I'm sorry to hear this. I believe alot of us get this from parents and or family that don't understand what it is like to have Aspergers/Autism and sometimes other things that can go along with it. I know what it's like for people to expect too much from you because we look normal or they think we are just feeling sorry for ourselves and we need to be pushed or bullied into doing things which really makes it bad for us. I feel sorry for them that they aren't capable of understand it too, it shows how limited they are. But it does cause us a whole lot of grief to try to deal with them. Did your doctor(s) explain anything to your Mama?

I'll post about The Kinks all I bloody well please.

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If anybody tries to abuse me, I'll put the moderators on them.

Spaghetti~

How are you able to have conversations with nearly anyone in this thread, Taupey? It's actually quite perplexing to someone like myself...

Tell em how it is Mick! Don't put up with any crap!