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Occupational choices and positive outcomes as a whole tend to be based upon an economic diversity within your community as whole, as well if there are institutions and agencies that have the tools and resources to help work able autistic adults.This is not the most pleasant thing to say, though I've seen some autistic persons relegated to poverty stricken low wage jobs that tend to demonize a person(s). In fact, I have been one of those individuals literally cause, even when given diagnostic tests to determine where I would flourish, career counselors(s) would rather ignore the the reports & analysis, instead place me in a job that had absolutely no value or profit for me as autistic person as whole.

Finally, after so many years, I was able to not only return to university and prove I was capable to doing well there,but managed to earn my A+ computer certification which, even if is just a minor accomplishment to some people, I see to gain employment which will help me to achieve a level of self independence and self reliance.


Yes, I could go into greater detail, but I feel I would only hinder,burden,bore others here in this thread;therefore, I'll conclude by saying, I would not want others on the spectrum to find themselves in the various scenarios I have..

My dog choked on a fairly large piece of freeze-dried chicken which was stuck in his throat. It was really scary. He's been very upset ever since, and I can tell he has a sore throat now because he keeps straining his neck. He even drank hot water out of the tub while I had my bath He usually demands ice in his water.

Weight gain

Appetite gone haywire

Trying to figure out something to say that made me unhappy.

Two night in a row I had bad dreams.

Isabella,

Hope your dog feels better soon.

My urine is the same color as a mocca latte...

I can foresee a doctors appointment tomorrow.

Itchy

Rain forecasted

Rolando was annoying and talked too much as usual

Marshall's

Social interaction.

i'm bloated for days but i'm still eating too much out of anxiety

I took a walk because the weather was nice but instead of helping my mood, I felt depressed instead. That shouldn't have happened. Something is truly wrong with my brain.

Marshall's had two bathrooms and one of them was out of order. Some idiot kept going in and out of the bathroom impatiently and I felt guilty so I gave it to him. But not finished. Could not relax with entitled lil ass holes.

Aikido instructors daughter knocked on the door. But she wasn't leaving without him and he was not leaving until he finished flapping his fat trap. In other words she was not in a hurry to go to the bathroom

f**k Rolando

Lil penis is so annoying

Bed from 9 to 6 and still exhausted

Kid still sick

The worry of it Led to ..
Worries of future
Led to...
Lawyer memories (‘youll never accomplish anything,’ lying n misleading, delaying plan with false excuses , clerk lying about me, sounded plausible but was complete opposite of how i felt n behavedd)

XH memories (manipulation , false accusations, harming kids by lying)


Parents pressuring memories

SAmd old same old

If all regulAr manipulators n liars
cd be forced to wear a sign so we knew to watch out fr them
that wd be a big help . Lying is the original sin in my opinion. Devil was proud but he lied too. Christianity believes something different which makes sex seem evil or at least women. Though there are evil women and i dont want to become one

Afraid of becoming rotten n evil n a liar from bitterness or circumstances forcing me (god forbid(m

despair or whatever drives ppl to be bad
Afraid may already be there internally (often feel jealous, angry)

Saw a dream in which son said ‘wow’
Woke n hw was weaker than ever

I know how that is i used to enjoy walks

Now iy makes me more depressed as that walk is not integrated into a fulfilling life there is no fulfilment as everytging i tried fr was a failure

Plus afraid i might be ‘exposed’ to ppl (even if nobody is there there is potential)
fr no reason
Dont want to risk being seen by ppl
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me too.

15-year anniversary of the death of my father from complications of COPD.