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I have been tired lately. It has made me anxious.

Having a lie in because of maladaptive daydreaming.

Mum then taking my 'ok I'll go out but I'm in a rush' to be an invite to 1 look at the river 2 curl around from the river and go on a dawdle 3 go shopping.

In future I'm only going to go out with her if I'm definitely not in a rush. Lunch shouldn't take two hours.

XH looked stressed
I felt bad fr him n wished i cd help
But its healthy to maintain a distance nno matter what
Fr both sides

Wish I cd fix everything

Thanks.
The local council here have still not fixed a flashing 20mph School Zone that is incorrectly operating all day and all night. I of course adhere to the 20mph then get road raged by drivers behind me - I cannot win.

Some idiot keeps demanding the bathroom after I sit on the toilet

Ate too much, thinking. Too much about mister redelings, the spoiled upper middle class brat from aikido.

Aikido was perfect and a dream come true. First half year or so. Then this spoiled upper middle class brat came. Then aikido was pretty bad.

The world is a torture chamber, not a playground.

Triggers

Frequency intensity duration


There is nothing to do all day long and I want to f*****g shoot myself s**t

(Please do not respond)


Nobody is going to hire me

Military

Panhandling

Breasts reduction

Mattress Girl , Emma (they/them)


When I flunked structural engineering I thought that was going from one hundred to zero percent


More like ten to three percent


Publish

Innovation

Apathy, lazy, scared, hateful

MRI, scan of depression looks just like brain damage




Corwin zechar keeps telling me to volunteer. Slave labor. The numerous volunteer jobs I had got nowhere.


Felt like gorging.


Productive

Manufacturer



Should have joined the stupid ass military


Guaranteed job



f**k John teed for taking my car

f**k John Pearson for bringing his spoiled upper middle class brat to aikido

f**k the aikido instructor for finding it amusing



Gordon's tattoo looked like a rash. It was gross


Rolando keeps showering me with praise but it is condescending because it sounds like he thinks I am intellectually challenged


Rolando is not smarter than me.. Stanford binet


Prove it, lil penis


f**k mister redelings


f**k Ms gurst

f**k Sonja blevins

An annoying phone call.

This weekend is Saint Patrick's day and I am on campus all weekend so I will have to put up with drunk students.

From my own fault I didn't get my routine done in time.

Son’s therapist essentially spelled out to me that there is no hope

None
Nothing (I questioned her in depth today)

fr getting him even half of thd therapy he needs

(unless i was a lawyer without scruples which i think is the fastest way to advance in that field, or participated in arms dealings)


with his level and our location n

DougFord (Conservative lunatics as a whole really)

essentially giving all severe ASD kids a sentence of stagnation and deprivation

I despise ASD families who have far less needs and get everything their kid needs in terms of therapy n still whine

Want to punch them in their stupid faces

Ppl I know that my elder son is superior to in character:

Doug Ford
Doug Ford’s minions
Lawyer
Law clerk
XH
Me
My parents
XH’s parents
My siblings
XH’s siblings
Many rich and famous and admired people

Yet he gets less than any of us

Some idiots off leash dog chased after me and barked at me


Some children called me a "fa***t"

anxiety

It's cold outside! Brrr!

The complete absurdity of how so many people within the spectrum are often overlooked when it comes to becoming employed.. I know this myself on a personal level,cause I feel I'm simply being dismissed as having no skills(direct or indirect of said positions) making me literally feel I must have an IQ of 70. I know I should not be wording it as such, but despite the fact, I struggled to earn my CompTia A+ certification, seems that in some people's I accomplished nothing.

I feel like the new girl at the fish and chip shop deliberately got my order wrong and I hope she's on trial and doesn't pass.