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^ sorry that's me not being aspie friendly or being to aspie to realise that people aren't mind readers.

It should read. 'Decided to watch Scotland match and route for Scotland who lost 3-0 against a team who shouldn't have won based on FIFA rankings'.

I don't really have a consistent international team. I just was wanting to see certain players playing and maybe scoring. Said players looked miserable at the end.

Deciding to support Scotland is almost always a bad idea in football if one cares about one's short-term pleasure...

Construction of new homes next door to my house.

rain.

My girlfriend had me cancel her appointment with her psychiatrist today. Her mental & physical health has been deteriorating a lot lately & she won't do the stuff she needs to do in order to help herself. As the saying goes~ "You can lead a horse to water but you cant make him drink" & that's the case with Cass lately. I'm seriously starting to wonder if I should try & get guardianship of her.

Mother

In my jail cell, this morning I barely sat on the toilet, when some ass hole had the nerve to ask me how long it would take. he acted like he was being polite (and there are more rude statements and actions), but seriously he goes to the bathroom so often, for so long. And I often just give it to him.

As soon as I finish eating, he offers to cook.

When I say something he grunts "ha" instead of "excuse me". Over and over I told the lil penis to say excuse me. He laughed at me.






Some penis at the clinic took so long in the bathroom that the staff told him to hurry up. While I waited patiently. Because of my consideration, I had to wait 45 minutes for the next counselor. Reward for kindness. He told her he was "just shaving". Then some penis after him cut me in line. So what. No big deal. Then he tried to hold the door open for me. Like I had to sat thank you. f**k you ass holes.


Some idiot called me a "boy". He was black and about twice my weight. He knew that I would not dare call him a "boy" to his face. 36 years old. Penis


Woke up late

Son’s lack of therapy
The one therapist went on vacation
He so totally needs therapy bcuz it helps him achieve things n have structure n he LOVES to learn
Things other ppl including the ppl on this forum wd find easy to do (eg touching head) he takes weeks to achieve



He is depressed without therapy
I feel mad that the therapy group has not provided him the things they were supposed to
I am mad that his OT doesnt do anything literally - she never sees him when she had she did not do 1 thing-
not even mildly exaggerating

I am mad thati try to change things but cannot bcuz XH has all the power over ppl as well as refusing to change things
He has plenty of $$ i have none he can afford to hire more therapistsorincrease hrs but doesnt
He only does what government covers no more (actually i m pretty sure he doesnt use even that to the full extent) its all in his control as he has misled me so much n done so much srudf it will take forever to explain

The lawyer was right in the sense that i needed to fight a court battle fr sole custody except
He shd have at least made the parenting plan as i requested
That wd have outlined things clearly n force XH to stick to it he sticks to any written signed thing

But lawyer was too evil to do that basic necessary thing
N we are still suffering frm his intentional negligence n lies (told mr court wd not accept a parenting plan between XH n i!!)

Lawyerisrich happy with kids wife able to afford anything fr his kids

Law clerk rich appears to others to be honest and nice (i know the reality) n has a good life

Those who are honest suffer
Those who seek the good in others suffer
Those who fight fr their kids to get basic things (eg asking teachers last yr not to continually strap him in a corner of ro fr mo reason n rarely changed his diaper so he wdcome home with dripping wet pants frm them not even changing him) when novody else including the dadwill, suffer
If the lawyer had shot me repeatedlytill my body stopped moving he wd have done ke afavour comparedto the shambles i amatill dealing with
IfGod had allowed me to die sooner none f this wd have needed to happen

Waiting around for my family to get ready to leave.

Moisturizer made legs itchy like f**k

Allergic to Rolando


Tried and failed to sleep

Apple, pear, one quarter serving chocolate



Played with phone



The only jobs I qualify for are the ones everyone can do and nobody wants to do



f**k structural engineering

Waiting around this morning.

Hearing about the lack of employment opportunities within my community for autistic people

The idiot that scheduled a phone job interview, offered three times. Within one hour of eachother.

And that is still much better than "most people", who only offer one time. One ass hole left a message that he wanted me to come at 11 and it was 8. Half hour public transportation.


Ate an entire dark chocolate kit Kat


Some dipshit had the nerve to tell me "don't make a mess" in the bathroom. But I had not even made "a mess"


Rain

People expecting me to "know" things i have no way of knowing because they didn't tell me. I hate nt intuition or whatever that s**t is.

The penis in my house, keeps barking at me for doing wrong things

For example, he said the cup was dirty

My breasts feel large and heavy


The older I get, the more I look like a woman not a man


Gorged. Enjoyed it. But did not stop. Feel bloated, heavy, gross.



Night before last night, I tried and failed to sleep


Oddly enough, I did not feel tired or sleepy the next day



At least, not any more than usual,


s**t



No clue why


Cravings gone haywire

Medication withdrawals.

That and I'm booked to see my therapist later on this morning. Sure am looking forward to seeing her. /s

My style of poetry doesn't fit the new magazine.

Damn also that song I just listened to about 14 yo teenagers getting beat up.