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Took the wrong drugs for my headache.
Now I have to wait for them to wear off so I can take the others.

Gorging out of control

Cold f**k

Spinach, broccoli, chicken

Trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap, two apples, twix, half serving chocolate

Two piece naan

Almonds, yogurts, fish emulsion, chicken, two orange




Allah and Buddha know how many bananas


Do not feel full or hungry

Just numb


For a long time, my body has wanted to gain weight and s**t






A penis was sitting on the bathroom floor sleeping and I had to climb over him

Did not want to wake him up

Or tattle

And not much other option


Sprinkling. Thought it would rain


Starbucks bowel movement, one hour. Strained



"Life" can and will only get worse, not better




My breasts feel large and heavy


Trump is president

I am not skinny smart handsome cisgender white man civil engineer


Homophobic ass holes did not apologize the f**k up

Idiots want drugs from me


I don't do drugs $$$


But maybe it's different

Legal marijuana

And my "life" is already

too far gone

Beyond repair

Lost cause




All I want to do is gorge all f*****g day long



There is no point in living if I have zero friends


Depressed as f**k



36 years old and nothing to show for it



f**k Rolando penis


He acts like I am intellectually challenged


Theory of multiple intelligence

I REALLY HATE My apartment!

Itchy ears. Bobby pin could puncture. But started age 15 and now 36 so whatever

Crave social interaction but sitting around talking seems so useless and frivolous

"Actions speak louder than words"

"Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me"

Wrong. Words hurt. They just don't "help"

Certainly not enough "help" as 75 hour. Counselor


And it has to be in real time


Not in an office



"How are you doing". Any answer besides "good" and "fine" gets met with questions

Not "hurting" but annoying as f**k


Rolando does not have the authority or skill to "help" me


He can only annoy or hurt me

Everyone can do that


Idiots ask questions and act like they are doing me a favor

But then I have to answer


And it makes me exhausted



Adrenal fatigue, excitement

Gland


Obsessive compulsive disorder, boring




s**t I f****d up my "life" a long time ago


Homophobia

Structural engineering

San Diego

Stupid ass "friends"



Will Letchworth is a stupid lil boy. He had the nerve to tell me that " you need to bow in"


Jamie tall skinny white boy uchi deshi was too rough


Rolando makes me itchy


Allergic to his perfume



s**t I will never

Get published
Structural engineering
Breast reduction
Black belt
Functional
Military
Married

Friend




Today at 11 am, trader Joe's. Typical hummus veggie wrap. Two apples. Twix. Felt like gorging


Could go to counseling


But there is no guarantee I will get back to the Bart station on time


Homeless idiot Victor keeps putting something on the toilet seat

It could be soap


But no chemical analysis


Tycho brahae


Dieter

Diet


Feel deprived



Pretty much went to counseling every Saturday for a year


It got nowhere but crave it anyways, like chocolate



Love


Jeannes counseling ended October

No Toastmasters meeting last night, so I went home early.

HR told me that they had already filled the position I had applied for..

brain fog

nothing to do this morning.

I used the "Disabled" desk at a government service and the employee chirped in a sarcastic tone, "Why are you at this desk? Are you disabled?"

Um. I had my service dog with his vest on, and my cane (because of my stroke), and my prism glasses for my stroke, and don't even get me started on prejudice against invisible disabilities such as autism, agoraphobia, panic disorder, sensory processing disorder ... Even when he saw my dog and cane he just looked at me like I was an enigma.

I should have complained, but I didn't.

Two doors down had a loud party with a blaster type thing to make the sound louder.

Party started at 3.

We complained at 2.

Council came around. Two middle aged women cos that's going to work...

They carried on til 4. Just turned it down a bit.

Now I can't focus on my work cos I'm tired.

Nobody else complained even though they woke the whole neighbourhood.

Tried and failed to sleep

Weight gain

yard work

This made me unhappy yesterday. I waited around all morning & afternoon for FedEx to show up with a package. They've been showing up around noon but I guess they come later on Saturdays cuz the guy came at 4;30. I think I remember them coming late on another Saturday. Anyways I had to go to RiteAid to pick up some meds for me & a med for my girlfriend. The pharmacy is supposed to close at 6 on Saturdays. I wasn't ready to leave for a while after FedEx came & I guess I left later than I should of cuz I got their 15 minutes early & the pharmacy was already closed. I've gotten there 5 minutes before closing before & gotten assistance. The pharmacy hadn't just closed yesterday either cuz lights were off in there & noone was around. Who knows what time they had closed. I could understand if I had gotten there 5 minutes before closing but not 15. They're a major chain so they really should not close till the time they say they'll close. It's about a 15 minute walk each way to get there. I know I need more exercise & to do more walking but that was NOT how I wanted to get it in. I left today around noon to go there(they're supposed to close at 5 Sundays) & I was able to pick up the meds without problem.

Exhausted

Ate too much


Rolando Morales penis


Seraphina and Claire refused to bow to me