Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Had to put Mitsi in the barn wet. I will take her out tomorrow to dry her off. It didn't exactly make me unhappy, but I would habe preferred it if she was dry.

I'm alone & it's a medically affirmed fact that I don't know how to talk to anybody.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

.. Some sensitivity that gives me this mental random like outcome that keep giving and taking away seemingly random attributes.
Some traits change more often, some don't as it is supposed to until all the sudden... Though, at least my core remains untouched yet still amplified and weakens within timespan.


I don't have a split personality, I don't have bipolar, I don't have any personality disorder, I don't have any identity issues.

I wanna... 'Settle' down. I could turn the wheel hard base on my mental goals and some; but my 'state'... Changes too often. I cannot well grow like this when efforts of growth is meaningless; due to a sudden advancement or sudden regression.
Nor able to cultivate any effective coping strategy with this ongoing inconsistency. It worked one moment, then it doesn't anymore.


This are just one of the uncommon days that makes me unhappy instead of usual raging frustration, being carefree, or apathetic about it. Oddly enough, I also feel like more engaging and less fly things off the handle; in which usually accompanies with an extra functioning and motivation level up which isn't happening now.

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I was very depressed this morning, I stayed in bed until 4:30 pm. I’m listening to music to help me.

Lots of appointments.

When I asked the librarian for the bathroom key, the penis had the nerve to tell me to "make sure you don't leave the key in the door"



Told him the key keeps getting stuck in the door

He told me how to take it out




Why is the key required?

The library has no customers, so they give the key to everyone

They (he) should fix the door, instead of expecting people to figure it out

And certainly it is not wrong to leave the key in the door

As long as you don't take it out of the building, what the flying f**k ever s**t



It's his job

I have shut myself off in my bedroom to relax. Lots of people here today.. I love them all. Just too many at once and I could do with a few days where no one visits... Need a recharge!

Funding cuts.

My team's promotion is on hold.

My nephew was in a car accident & me & my sister thought her dog had cancer,he is ok.

For the seventh consecutive day in a row, went over (plus six) servings

Gorging cold f**k

Damn Lasix! I went to bed at 22:00, ended up sitting straight up in bed at 00:15, and have been in the bathroom every 15 minutes since then taking a p!ss!

My little sister's graduation is the day after tomorrow. I wanted to wear my own graduation dress for her graduation party, but when I took it out I noticed little faint stripes on the back of it, probably having come from other clothes (the dress is mainly white.) I just put it on to see how bad it looks, and while it wasn't as bad as I thought, I noticed another problem: the dress is too big!

The downside of no longer being overweight...

My employer told me to see a psychologist to check if there was something wrong with me. I told him i already see one and she doesn't think i have adhd or a learning disability. I probably have one though, my psych is probably not competent enough to diagnose it. I think i'll talk to my employer about quitting before they fire me. I'm tired of being dumb.