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23 Mar 2017, 4:20 pm

^^I know, I was just curious.
I tend to either paint beautiful landscapes or my characters.


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23 Mar 2017, 4:37 pm

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Actually I feel like I am having a heart attack...

And I am just laying here hoping I die,

After rachy comment, I don't even f*****g want to try to live.

My chest is on fire and my left arm is like all freaky 8O

Its like its asleep no matter how much I use it 8O

But no understand or gets it and thinks I think people deserve abuse, that is why people hate, right there, she nailed and only deleted cause she knew it was going kill me :cry:

So I am laying down and dying is what I am doing :cry:



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23 Mar 2017, 4:39 pm

^I can close to that, once, long ago. :heart:


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23 Mar 2017, 4:51 pm

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I feel abused and unable to communicate how I feel and I feel like when I do I am labeled crazy and ABUSED MOAR and I don't know an appropriate outlet for it :cry:

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:



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23 Mar 2017, 4:53 pm

kill me :cry:

I am gonna go lay down again :cry:



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23 Mar 2017, 5:06 pm

dcj123 wrote:
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I feel abused and unable to communicate how I feel and I feel like when I do I am labeled crazy and ABUSED MOAR and I don't know an appropriate outlet for it :cry:

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

that sucks.



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23 Mar 2017, 5:21 pm

I never had therapy for abuse or for autism...

My last one had me arrested for no reason
My current one doesn't want to talk about anything related to abuse or autism cause I don't officially have it :cry:

I do but I don't...

I was diagnosed later and they don't believe it, they believe I am schizophrenic drug user :cry: :evil:

They never put autism done...

I have it as a secondary condition on one document only because I raised holy hell with them.

Then they ruled it out :cry:



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23 Mar 2017, 5:23 pm

They hate the label so much...

That EMS stole my autism bracelet in Jan after saying I didn't have it :cry:

That is a true story...

EMS, Fire and Police just have it in for me in Nashville to be honest at least it feels that way :evil:



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23 Mar 2017, 5:26 pm

dcj123 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:

I feel abused and unable to communicate how I feel and I feel like when I do I am labeled crazy and ABUSED MOAR and I don't know an appropriate outlet for it :cry:

:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:


Hugs, dcj. :heart: I can relate quite heavily to not being able to communicate one's thoughts. 8O



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23 Mar 2017, 5:27 pm

They failed to diagnosis me as an child so I was just labeled ret*d :cry: :cry:

And as a adult no one believes that I could go so long being misdiagnosed :cry: :cry:

Never mind the fact I never left my room until I was 16 :evil:



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23 Mar 2017, 5:31 pm

Life before 16...

1. Cheat in (home) school (I downloaded the keys)
2. Drink NyQuil
3. Download as much about hacking as I could during Internet time
4. Spend all my time hacking me some Internets (Which FINALLY WORKED)
5. Steal hardware from dad
6. Download the internet

That was my child hood in a nut shell



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23 Mar 2017, 5:32 pm

I remember the greatest day of my life is the LED on my wifi burnt out 8)

Trying sleeping with that 8O



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23 Mar 2017, 5:41 pm

dcj123 wrote:
Life before 16...

1. Cheat in (home) school (I downloaded the keys)
2. Drink NyQuil
3. Download as much about hacking as I could during Internet time
4. Spend all my time hacking me some Internets (Which FINALLY WORKED)
5. Steal hardware from dad
6. Download the internet

That was my child hood in a nut shell

sounds like typical teenage stuff except for the successful hacking - that takes smarts.



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23 Mar 2017, 5:44 pm

cathylynn wrote:
sounds like typical teenage stuff except for the successful hacking - that takes smarts.


No it just takes airocrack-ng and a lot more free time then what anyone should ever have.

I never stop downloading the Internet lulz

Currently at 14,000 GBs of data 8O



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23 Mar 2017, 5:46 pm

The Internet to me was the greatest thing since sliced bread but of course my parents hated it cause of all the bad stuff I was already exposed to at that point...

So I basically was gonna get it... one way or another :mrgreen: