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29 Sep 2018, 4:13 pm

I'm thinking of ways to join a planning committee at my church without my mom noticing.


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29 Sep 2018, 11:31 pm

Summer's gone, the troublemakers are back in school and I'm back on my winter schedule.


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30 Sep 2018, 1:10 am

Very late brunch.


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30 Sep 2018, 8:58 am

I was jealous of the kids that I went to high school with, because I was the only one in the resource room who cried easily. Maybe I still am. I'm jealous of my family for the same reason. Imagine having a niece who cries less than you do. I know it's not the way to be. I was raised in the 70s, 80s and the first three years of the 90s. Kids and teens were seen as freaks if they showed any signs of sadness in the eyes of their parents. My sister is able to go with the flow and laugh things off. More power to her.


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01 Oct 2018, 6:23 am

I must not fuel my stress with stressful thoughts but it is difficult to handle my worries and nervousness at the moment. There seem to be only one solution: I need to get stronger, as strong as the situation demands...as strong as my "opponents". I need to match them and that feels like a big undertaking as I am more of an underdog. It feels like I am transporting a valuable treasure balancing on a rope across a cannyon. I can`t give up the load and I have to not fall. One day I hope to celebrate how things went well! I hold that image in my head.
Right now I am only scared.



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01 Oct 2018, 6:30 am

Ms.Berg wrote:
I must not fuel my stress with stressful thoughts but it is difficult to handle my worries and nervousness at the moment. There seem to be only one solution: I need to get stronger, as strong as the situation demands...as strong as my "opponents". I need to match them and that feels like a big undertaking as I am more of an underdog. It feels like I am transporting a valuable treasure balancing on a rope across a cannyon. I can`t give up the load and I have to not fall. One day I hope to celebrate how things went well! I hold that image in my head.
Right now I am only scared.


Aww Ms.Berg you're an amazing woman and stronger than you think :heart: I think you're being too hard on yourself, expecting too much from yourself too soon. Take each day as it comes and slowly but surely you will get stronger, I learn that very recently :heart:

If it means anything, I actually find you as well as other people here very inspiring and your one of the people who give me the strength to keep on going :heart:

Sending you hugs :heart:

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01 Oct 2018, 6:34 am

Thank you so very very much SunshineEmma!! Your words mean a lot! :heart: Big big hug!



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01 Oct 2018, 6:35 am

My dreams are getting creepier by the day! Maybe it’s the allergy meds.


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01 Oct 2018, 7:22 am

Pjscrab wrote:
My dreams are getting creepier by the day! Maybe it’s the allergy meds.




My dream was not very nice..


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01 Oct 2018, 4:09 pm

I'm looking forward to tomorrow.


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01 Oct 2018, 5:13 pm

Getting to class on time.


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02 Oct 2018, 6:01 am

Finishing up the last items of classwork before the end of my university course at it ends next Friday.


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02 Oct 2018, 7:21 am

I got zero sleep last night because I forgot to take my meds that let me sleep. I wonder if I'll be feeling that later today, or tomorrow (more likely the latter, based on past experience).

Also, I really wonder why I'm losing so much hair. I didn't notice it until a month or two ago, but I've been shedding almost as much as my old cat did, which is really saying something. No changes in medication or diet or anything, so I don't know what the issue is - just my body deciding to do something weird for no apparent reason again, I guess. :shrug:


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02 Oct 2018, 7:47 am

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I got zero sleep last night because I forgot to take my meds that let me sleep. I wonder if I'll be feeling that later today, or tomorrow (more likely the latter, based on past experience).

Also, I really wonder why I'm losing so much hair. I didn't notice it until a month or two ago, but I've been shedding almost as much as my old cat did, which is really saying something. No changes in medication or diet or anything, so I don't know what the issue is - just my body deciding to do something weird for no apparent reason again, I guess. :shrug:


Hair loss, I've only read about that with people whom might have Alopecia, as was once thought in my case, rather it's due to genetic mutation(Prussian accent)

In all seriousness that your hair loss is quite puzzling if it's not tied into your medicines nor diet.


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02 Oct 2018, 8:56 am

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Finishing up the last items of classwork before the end of my university course at it ends next Friday.



Good luck, kazanscube!
I'm cheering for you!


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02 Oct 2018, 8:57 am

The girl in the previous avatar, though shy, is really pulling for you, too.