Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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reading that made me unhappy
it's the world, increasing homelessness everywhere.

my dad saves people from such things. not at his job, but what he does with the money.
what happens when he can't ? everyone he helped goes in the gutter?

why couldnt we all get his brain (capable and smart and every non-ASD quality as well like social, focused but can shift focus too without having a meltdown/building up to a shutdown, etc) all the skills and qualities needed to get on in life and earn


and then there's me, and everynoe except my little sister.
my little sister who is superior to my old lawyer even though it said he was 'managing lawyer' she is smarter and got things fixed more efficiently than him (he just exacerbated it)

my little sister bought me a sofa set and bed frame.. she said she's 'working on the mattress' so we have a proper place to sleep

i told her not to but she said 'it'll make your home feel homier!' and she already had ordered it, so i couldn't do anything.


why do i have my brain, but she has hers?

The penis is ordering me around like a slave s**t

The penis barked at me

Ass hole

Mister redelings or anyone else did not apologize the f**k up

No stupidass "friends"

Not a skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical extrovert white man

No hope or future

f**k mister redelings

work

Reading how a bunch of crappy teenagers tortured and murdered a defenceless deer.

I hate humanity (especially youngsters) with a vengeance.

Ate way too much spaghetti. Delicious but greasy as f**k. Regret it and paranoid of period but not much alternative

Self control s**t gone down the sewer

Didn't receive my books yet.
I hope tomorrow they arrive.

I checked out (just from curiosity) a book called 'How Not to Look Old' as I thought it sounded funny.


Much to my disappointment, it wasn't a joking sort of satirical book, but truly deeply the author went into way too much detail. She apparently spends close to 8000 on her grooming a year. NOT COUNTING THE PLASTIC SURGEON.
She thinks every old woman should be doing these things (E.G installing veneers)

Laser treatments to tighten the skin ,etc.

She writes about it in too pushy a manner...and VERY JUDGEMENTALLY...about other women (hence in my criticism I'm being judgemental to her too, fair game)

like looking even slightly your own age, is a sin? That it'll send you to hell?


Just for the sake of a fleeting impression...
that she cannot even confirm for sure (what someone really thinks of her).
Or even if they think she looks good after all that money and effort and neurotic thinking....
so what? Is it worth it, to that degree?


When in reality, a pleasant, easygoing and kind person comes across as better than any of the uptight, overly self-obsessed ladies out there.

For example, she probably thinks she looks great, but to my mind, she looks way too intense and 'AM I PRETTY NOW' in a horror show kind of way. Like the look in her eyes is too much. 'AM I YOUNGER NOW?'

Especially after going through the book...like, calm down woman.


That much money to pay a surgeon to do surgery on your EYELIDS?? When nobody gives a damn, and probably gives no importance to it in the first place.
That's not the only thing she does, so how many dollars...a million? More?

She could give that much to a family member in need, or a neighbour, or a charity, or a patient in need of expensive treatment.... And literally the wording is so 'you will look old if u do this'
'never do colourful nailpolish, it will make you look tacky!" "short hair is cute, but long hair will make you more attractive' 'never use colourful eye makeup. only browns or you risk looking old.' etc.
LIKE WTF.

An easygoing fun, even eccentric, person who uses colour seems far more likeable
than a BORING BEIGE COOKIE CUTTER that she writes about all women to become.

I'm starting to think I really am one of those annoying trolls who is unaware that he's a troll...

If someone finds you annoying, they can scroll past and ignore. Nobody is forcing them to read your stuff (if u think that is true).

I left a briefcase containing valuble items in a public toilet. I came back half an hour later and it was gone. The security guard said it not been reported to lost and found. Someone probably just walked away with it.

One of the items in the briefcase was a Nintendo Switch. I guess I could buy another one but I'll probably lose that too. Just like how I lost several other game machines. I can't usually keep track of them for more than a year.

But this time I only had it for two weeks. That's a new record for how quickly I can lose one. The Switch was given to me. I really hate myself. I can't let myself have nice things because I'll lose them. I really hate myself.

Anxiety

Not enough fruit

Walgreens security guards ignored me

That could be a good thing

Felt heavy

I have a cold and accompanying dizziness (could be from inner ear stuff due to the cold or could be unrelated, the dizziness has been happening to me on and off for a while now).

I’m not feeling good,ALOT of pain today, my arms had sooo much pain for a few seconds, I don’t know what happening.

Anxiety

memories.

I had a little meltdown over my stupid chair, I just lost it, it wasn’t just the chair, it was my foot & living here. I’m also sad that I cannot do things like I did when I was in my early 40s