27 Oct 2018, 11:46 pm
I couldn't either but for one time when I correctly predicted a political outcome in the '92 presidential race here. but your experience is common among psychics, the stuff just comes to them unbidden, no commanding it. rather like happiness.
my aforementioned referenced experience was me sitting in the army barracks room listening to music, when all of a sudden a LOUD thought overrode the music as though somebody hit the mute button, the thought was "AH DAMMIT I FORGOT MY KEYS!" - and as I was puzzling over why the hell I thought that thought, a few moments later I heard a rap on the door from one of my barracks-mates, and him yelling through the door, "lemme in, I forgot my keys!" "
I love your description "...rather like happiness". That's perfect! Your experience is fascinating! That almost sounds like the hypnagogia I experience when falling asleep / waking. I hear predictive text then. Actually, that's kind of what happened today. The 'story' that I heard about my father while in bed was more like hypnagogia than a lucid dream since there was no visual component. Oddly enough though, my dreams seldom have visuals. They're usually a soundtrack. I can't wait to find out how this all works someday from heaven. I'm sure we'll get all the answers then.
two books I could recommend for more insights into dreaming- "multidimensional man" and "vistas of infinity" by Jurgen Ziewe.
Perfect! I'm in the midst of an Amazon order and need one more item! lol. Thanks! I recommend Autism and Sensing: The Unlost Instinct by Donna Williams. She claims autistic individuals are kind of stuck in an early stage of pre-verbal sensory awareness and survival mechanism from when we are babies. Hard to explain, but well written.
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27 Oct 2018, 11:48 pm
I couldn't either but for one time when I correctly predicted a political outcome in the '92 presidential race here. but your experience is common among psychics, the stuff just comes to them unbidden, no commanding it. rather like happiness.
my aforementioned referenced experience was me sitting in the army barracks room listening to music, when all of a sudden a LOUD thought overrode the music as though somebody hit the mute button, the thought was "AH DAMMIT I FORGOT MY KEYS!" - and as I was puzzling over why the hell I thought that thought, a few moments later I heard a rap on the door from one of my barracks-mates, and him yelling through the door, "lemme in, I forgot my keys!" "
I love your description "...rather like happiness". That's perfect! Your experience is fascinating! That almost sounds like the hypnagogia I experience when falling asleep / waking. I hear predictive text then. Actually, that's kind of what happened today. The 'story' that I heard about my father while in bed was more like hypnagogia than a lucid dream since there was no visual component. Oddly enough though, my dreams seldom have visuals. They're usually a soundtrack. I can't wait to find out how this all works someday from heaven. I'm sure we'll get all the answers then.
two books I could recommend for more insights into dreaming- "multidimensional man" and "vistas of infinity" by Jurgen Ziewe.
Perfect! I'm in the midst of an Amazon order and need one more item! lol. Thanks! I recommend Autism and Sensing: The Unlost Instinct by Donna Williams. She claims autistic individuals are kind of stuck in an early stage of pre-verbal sensory awareness and survival mechanism from when we are babies. Hard to explain, but well written.
that would explain how I managed to stumble out of trouble at the last minute on many occasions. other than providence, of course, but that could be construed as a form of providence in a prophylactic sense.
27 Oct 2018, 11:48 pm
My head hurts and I feel like I will never get getter. 
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27 Oct 2018, 11:49 pm
27 Oct 2018, 11:53 pm
I couldn't either but for one time when I correctly predicted a political outcome in the '92 presidential race here. but your experience is common among psychics, the stuff just comes to them unbidden, no commanding it. rather like happiness.
my aforementioned referenced experience was me sitting in the army barracks room listening to music, when all of a sudden a LOUD thought overrode the music as though somebody hit the mute button, the thought was "AH DAMMIT I FORGOT MY KEYS!" - and as I was puzzling over why the hell I thought that thought, a few moments later I heard a rap on the door from one of my barracks-mates, and him yelling through the door, "lemme in, I forgot my keys!" "
I love your description "...rather like happiness". That's perfect! Your experience is fascinating! That almost sounds like the hypnagogia I experience when falling asleep / waking. I hear predictive text then. Actually, that's kind of what happened today. The 'story' that I heard about my father while in bed was more like hypnagogia than a lucid dream since there was no visual component. Oddly enough though, my dreams seldom have visuals. They're usually a soundtrack. I can't wait to find out how this all works someday from heaven. I'm sure we'll get all the answers then.
two books I could recommend for more insights into dreaming- "multidimensional man" and "vistas of infinity" by Jurgen Ziewe.
Perfect! I'm in the midst of an Amazon order and need one more item! lol. Thanks! I recommend Autism and Sensing: The Unlost Instinct by Donna Williams. She claims autistic individuals are kind of stuck in an early stage of pre-verbal sensory awareness and survival mechanism from when we are babies. Hard to explain, but well written.
that would explain how I managed to stumble out of trouble at the last minute on many occasions. other than providence, of course, but that could be construed as a form of providence in a prophylactic sense.
"Prophylactic providence" (Aunt Blabby, Wrong Planet, What's On Your Mind, 2018). Nobel Prize for Word Choice.
27 Oct 2018, 11:56 pm
Marknis,
I recommend doing something new or trying something new or speaking to someone new or going somewhere totally new tomorrow, or as soon as possible. Break out of your familiar routines. That's easy for me to say, because I'm scared of doing anything new... but I sense it would help you.
I wish I had the answers.
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27 Oct 2018, 11:57 pm
[bowing] thank you but I use it in a medical sense, prophylactic procedures are done to prevent something bad from happening, so the ultimate doctor Grand Order Doctor used the preverbal survival thingie to help us out from time to time. rather like a mother who makes sure to pack a goodie in her kid's school lunch 
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27 Oct 2018, 11:58 pm
28 Oct 2018, 12:04 am
[bowing] thank you but I use it in a medical sense, prophylactic procedures are done to prevent something bad from happening, so the ultimate doctor Grand Order Doctor used the preverbal survival thingie to help us out from time to time. rather like a mother who makes sure to pack a goodie in her kid's school lunch I wish I could send you my copy of Williams' book. You'd love it. Yes, the preverbal survival thingy is big in my life too!
28 Oct 2018, 10:03 am
Paperwork
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28 Oct 2018, 12:55 pm
Where is?
28 Oct 2018, 9:07 pm
Lately things have been "As Good As it Gets"
Still, appetite gone haywire
Gorging
Anxious, edgy, uptight, disturbed, hateful
Could use SSRI, maoi
Going nowhere in "life"
Nobody wants to hire me or be my "friend"
Aikido instructor moved to a different state , three months ago
One friend won't answer the email and I feel guilty imposing. But email does not have to be answered in real time. So wtf ever
For a long time, I have been:
A goner
Done for
Too far gone
Lost cause
Wounded
Unfixable
Beyond repair
Improvement might be possible, but not happening
One friend from aikido has taken me:
Coffee, several times
Rock climbing
Lake
Long walk
Whole foods
But she is so social, energetic, and alert
She has plenty of friends, and I do not
So whatever
I don't want to be c
Dependent.
Because if she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, then it is all over
Stoichiometry, chemistry
Job searches limiting reagent:. Homophobia, dog, autism
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28 Oct 2018, 9:42 pm
Wondering what the hell to do with my schizophrenic ex, that I have mastered the art of “emotional detachment” with, who is medication non-compliant, currently in psychosis, and has only one support person in his life (because his mom, with whom he lives, is also an unmedicated schizophrenic): me. Completely ignore (which I find inhumane when dealing with someone living in such a nightmare)? Solely respond by texting (which at least removes some level of fear from his life)? Or allow to visit (which is always so annoying because he never tells the truth about self care or anything for that matter; but allows him to be around someone that cares about his mental health, And!, might be the only person capable of getting him to stay on meds? ugh. Two years of undiagnosed hell, and one year of working my butt off to get him help, and my diagnosis of Aspergers only a month ago. 
28 Oct 2018, 9:55 pm
I was reading through some stuff and remembered how much I hate the use of "autist" as an insult. And also that it would be pretty neat if, when people stepped on you, you could grow actual spines and stab them through the feet. Metaphorically, of course.~
That does sound like a hellish situation.. But if he's not cooperating or being honest with you, what can you really do?
28 Oct 2018, 10:25 pm
take care of yourself first.
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