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I used to live in an old turn of the century house that had been converted to apartments. The bathroom was the former larder, the bedroom was once the kitchen so it still had where the pipe came out of the wall for an old Franklin stove. The back porch was made into a kitchen. That was the best room because it was large and had lots of windows.

The world treating me like a criminal because of morality, loneliness, and social anxiety.

my dad started talking about work experience at an office for the degree that im doing that i hate that will lead to a job i hate. i feel trapped. he also called my former workmate a poofter because he is gay.

An unpleasant memory about High School that came to mind. I remember one of my same sex peers asking me who my favourite band was. I told her that I liked The Beatles. She asked me, "How could that be possible? They were making music before you were born." If I had a time machine, I would go back and tell her, "I know that they were making music before I was born. What do you think I am? ret*d? Of course that wouldn't surprise me since that everybody else in Grade 9 see me the same way that you do."

people thinking i'm dishonest and playing games just because people like them are apparently manipulative and thats how the world works. theres even a book on it dontcha know. gah.
'so you have some symptoms of autism, that doesn't mean...'. friggin flickwit. means i don't think the same as your ugly brain

My lower back and both my shoulders hurt but it's not going to ruin my day or anything. I just won't over do it today.

I found out that my boss's dog passed away. One of my two coworkers that I was working with, told me this morning.

I didn't go to all of church today, I was too tired and I didn't want to have to talk to people and explain why I am home.

I've been hit by another attack of listlessness. It's much worse than boredom. Boredom can be cured by doing literally anything, but with listlessness, you just lose interest in absolutely everything.

I'm cold. My apartment is less than 60 degrees. We are probably going to have to call the landlord soon to tell him to turn the heat up. We live in an apartment with no thermostat. It's in another apartment which is currently unoccupied, not that I'd have the nerve to ask neighbors that I don't really know to turn the heat up. Because of a lack of space, few outlets, and anxiety problems I don't like using small portable heaters. Also we run out of hot water so fast.

I read in the paper within the last 5 years where a person in an apartment building with heat like mine froze to death. The person with the thermostat kept using a small heater in their apartment because they were cold causing the thermostat to think it was warm so the heat never came on so the other apartments had no heat.

I can't wait to move and have my own hot water heater and be able to control my own heat. I think two flats will be available soon and I'm hoping that at least 3 of the 4 people ahead of me on the list don't want them or no longer need them when they are ready so I can move there.

I'll miss my squirrels though and they'll miss me. I give them 4-6 loaves of bread a week.

I have the trots today and I'm going to be out in the parking lots for 2 hours.

I believe I heard a dog get run over or hit by a car. It sounded horrible and my cats became upset when they heard it too. I'm not going out there and look at it. That kind of stuff upsets me so much. These damn cars race around here like there is no tomorrow. The cops did bust someone the other day when I took my trash out. but I'm not sure what they were busted for. They could of just had a tail light out or something. These are small short residential streets and no place to be driving fast.

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It being a dark and drizzly day here.