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Tons of things. Should I shrug it off?

Cooking.

On Tuesday, the previous counselor told me that , the insurance usually does not pay for the third year of counseling. But she fancies that the insurance will pay for my third year. Because of autism, anxiety and depression

She said a lot of clients have depression, but mine is chronic and long lasting. She said I tend to minimize the problem by saying, at least he didn't kill me.

But I think the counseling should go to someone with less severe depression, because, I am beyond repair


An article said that the peace corps volunteer measured the arms of the children. The ones too thin were too far gone . The ones too fat would survive. The ones fulfilling the quota and limit got the food






Right now I have one friend. More than usual. Uptight about losing her.

She took me to :
Archery
Rock climbing
Indian rock
Coffee
Train station walk
Art store
Whole foods


She invited me to play pool yesterday and I didn't go.




Someone had the nerve to tell me that I don't know how to do anything except argue . Last night.

Wrong. because I don't know how to do anything , not even argue


While it not "he", but "it" , does not know how to do anything, except argue

it does not deserve to be called a "person". It does not deserve to be called "he"





It never made proper
Reparations
Consolation prize
Apology




It acts like it is the latest greatest. Thing since sliced bread








Over four months ago my shoes got large holes.

Every small rock feels so sharp





Nothing left to do in "life"


The former aikido instructor said he was taking his children out for Halloween

Wednesday night

He has to work

While I was too lazy to give out candy





Not til I was about 25 did I start eating candy regular

And now I am addicted

I really don't care for the sharp prickly feeling of hypodermic needles puncturing my flesh.

A need to go home after spending most of the day near my school.

The previous aikido instructor asked if I had a high school diploma and if I knew what a ninety degree angle was. Answered no.

He would not have believed it anyways.

Yesterday he told me "left" and then tapped my left leg. He thought I did not know the difference between left and right.



In a way I feel special because he treats me differently.

In a way I feel annoyed because he grossly underestimated my academic skill.

In a way I feel apathetic, like why or how does it matter

In a way I feel amused, like what other misconception do precious lil "people" make




It's because at the previous dojo, the other instructor kept telling me that I was not paying attention




It might be to my advantage for the instructor to assume that I was (current euphemism for mentally ret*d) , because doing so might (might not) prevent him from telling me that I was not "paying attention "








Chicken, egg, apple, pear, peach, tomato, persimmon, naan, exotic bean salad, Whopper, chocolate


The current Wednesday morning aikido instructor, keeps calling me a "beginner"


Wtf ?

She said she did aikido 8 years. But I did it ten years.

And then once she had the nerve to take off leash Fido, spot and Rover to the dojo

The lil dipshit came charging at me

I was lying downi was so scared I was screaming



Leash law


Milk
Hummus sandwich
Tuna salad






"Care", "help", "friends",. They act like "what" is the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me"





But whatever I have not paid aikido tuition

So I owe the head b***h at least 260 bucks

But she hasn't gone to any of the Sunday or Wednesday morning lessons thus far

It's that month of the year again.

I want this cane

I'm getting up soon...

Finding decent, autistic friendly employment, as well, actually be able to finally finish building my own PC since, I disdain from using library workstation, which I'm currently situated at.

Waiting for the humans to leave...

Biological family.

Where to buy myself a new phone because I still haven't received a new phone through the
Oregon Lifeline Program.

Things the previous counselor did not know:

Treatment refractory depression
Major five personality traits
Mad vs angry
Graceful degradation
Neuroplasticity


Python
Time 83

Things the counselor before did not know
Sole proprietor
Bmi
Dojo
CPA
Learning disability
Excuse me








Their field is the Diagnostic statistical manual

Nothing more, nothing less

Not many things have to do with the dsm

But the counselor still has to continue talking

That is the problem