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Temptation
Gorging
School shooting personality profile
Justice
Happy ending

Craving
Sweat gland
Pain receptors
High positive social energy extrovert
Doctor Spock

Spoiled upper middle class brat from aikido
The aikido instructor should not have let the lil dipshit in.
Jungle
Farm
"Are you ok?".

Precious lil "people" act like they dragged my worthless corpse out of a burning building. Former counselor

75 bucks an hour. way overpaid


Military

Civilian working for the military

Can anger be related to sadness?

On my mind right now? Debating on whether I should scratch build a large ride on R/C tug boat, or a ride on barge to be pulled by a large R/C tug, or to build a large ride on R/C container ship....decisions. Solar power panels on top of the containers would make that easy. Plus that can be an access point for all the innards of the ship. Receiver in the super structure, so on and so forth. Tug would be trickier and a much larger scale...The container option would probably be easier to stabilize with a kayak positioning of the "seat" just fore of the superstructure using it as kind of a back rest. Then there's cost, custom trailer, legalities if any. Will probably get a kayak paddle in case something goes awry.

Wondering if any of my humor puts a smile on anyone's face or if I just fail spectacularly.

Thank you, everyone, for all the well wishes! I hope the year ahead will be a successful one.

The best thing that could happen, is that nothing bad happens



The worst thing that could happen, is subject to imagination


Considering becoming a hermit

Telecommute job

Only one friend right now. Usually zero. But with technology, no problem



Anxiety spiralling out of control

Not to say that it was ever in control




Want letter of apology from homophobic simpletons from San Diego

Could perfectionism be a sign of a mental health issue?

My mom is a perfectionist and snaps whenever something at home goes wrong.

Perfectionism overlaps with anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder

Workaholic

My sister and I both have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, but we do not exhibit perfectionist tendencies.

Our mom is ashamed that we both have GAD and I often wonder if our mom uses GAD against us as a means of hiding her own mental health issues she may have.

This leads to another question: Could perfectionism be a sign of bipolar disorder or borderline disorder?

perfectionism is a sign of insecurity. if it's aligned with any personality disorder, it would be obsessive compulsive personality disorder which is distinct from OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder).

"life" is almost over

Structural engineer, military, skinny, man, friends, job, normal, author. All not happening

No hope

No future

Why am I so obsessed with the military?

Civilians work for the military.


MOS ,. Finance technician, food specialist, musician, motor transport, laundry shower technician, human resources admin




My "life" will never amount to anything significant

Cathy Lynn

Not yet. Looked it up. It sounds like the main character is similar to me, in that we both feel like we do not belong in the world and looking for a job and hate precious lil "people" and love eating.



If the library has it, maybe I will look at it.




Can't concentrate on anything

Almost everything requires some sort of concentration

Things like sleeping and bowel movement do not

There could be other exception, but not many

Some articles claim that clinical depression has the same MRI as brain damage




Too far gone

Plenty of things could make my "life" much worse. I'm mediately, permanently and drastically. And some of them appear not unlikely to occur

Run over by a car, disease, disability, homeless, rape




Almost zero things could make my "life" better

And they do not appear likely to occur

For example, maybe there will be law making it illegal to have separate men's and women's bathrooms (homophobia)

Might get a job (whooptie do). But the only job I qualify for are minimum wage. And could get canned




Some things ought to go without saying.

But precious lil "people" do not act that way

"Respect", "rude", "mean", "help", "hurt" are too vague. The speaker thinks in black and white. Judgemental and entitled and inarticulate








"Life" has nothing left to offer me





Treatment refractory depression
Neuroplasticity
Graceful degradation
Major five personality traits
Mad, angry, care
Transcranial magnetic imagery



Python
Ti83






Because I do not have the potential to join the military, structural engineering, author, friends, normal, man.

Homophobic precious lil "people" will never apologize to me

"Life"is, for all practical purposes, over,

Damage control

"Life" will , sooner or later, get much worse

"Life" cannot and will not get better

I guess that I must be pretty sick if I don't have the energy to work on my art.