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08 Apr 2017, 11:00 am
08 Apr 2017, 11:22 am
awkward facepalm wrote:
^yes .
btw my depression is horrible myself, i am always on antidepressants.
i tried talking with people who "seem to be" in the same boat as me. sadly, they end up unintentionally hurting me or i unintentionally hurting them.. and that only taught me that everyone is different. and that i can't relate to anyone.
now i use the internet and video games to escape reality. and i like to pretend that i am fine.
btw my depression is horrible myself, i am always on antidepressants.
i tried talking with people who "seem to be" in the same boat as me. sadly, they end up unintentionally hurting me or i unintentionally hurting them.. and that only taught me that everyone is different. and that i can't relate to anyone.
now i use the internet and video games to escape reality. and i like to pretend that i am fine.
As long as it works right...
I've been on antidepressants since I was about 22. I use them mostly for anxiety. I don't think I would function at all without them.
I don't know if I want close friends. It's too much responsability, and also the fear of failing.
08 Apr 2017, 11:25 am
racheypie666 wrote:
I find it better to relate on general stuff, and have the psych/autism/depression/etc. common ground as background noise.
That's probably why Addicts is my favourite thread. We're all a bit broken, but it's not *about* us being broken. Not exclusively, anyway.
I think it's just nice to have you lovely people to talk to.
That's probably why Addicts is my favourite thread. We're all a bit broken, but it's not *about* us being broken. Not exclusively, anyway.
I think it's just nice to have you lovely people to talk to.
Yes, I understand what you mean. I feel like that too.
I'm sorry. I have nothing to give right now
Thank you for the hug.
08 Apr 2017, 11:38 am
1Biggles1 wrote:
Are you ok Froya?
No, I'm not ok
I don't understand it. According to my doctor it's normal to experience anxiety the day after drinking. Really is this normal! It's like all meaning is drained from my life. Oh, and the pain and anxiety!! I sometimes feel so much pain/anxiety that I burst into tears.
It does tend to go away though. I just can't see it, when I'm in the middle of it.
It's my own fault right... why should anyone feel sorry for me.
08 Apr 2017, 11:50 am
Froya wrote:
1Biggles1 wrote:
Are you ok Froya?
No, I'm not ok
I don't understand it. According to my doctor it's normal to experience anxiety the day after drinking. Really is this normal! It's like all meaning is drained from my life. Oh, and the pain and anxiety!! I sometimes feel so much pain/anxiety that I burst into tears.
It does tend to go away though. I just can't see it, when I'm in the middle of it.
It's my own fault right... why should anyone feel sorry for me.
Hey, i can somewhat relate. I too often experience anxiety with a hangover, it can last for days and i dont often fully recover to present self for about two weeks ... One of the reasons i dont really drink much ...
Again i think as a guess, your doctor is viewing it from an NT perspective rather than someone on the spectrum where things are somewhat amplified.
Only way i found was to drink plenty of fluids with electrolytes and try to immerse myself in an interest... It will pass... It is just a pain in the royal arse!
Hugs to you Froya
08 Apr 2017, 12:14 pm
08 Apr 2017, 2:18 pm
08 Apr 2017, 3:31 pm
cberg wrote:
Froya wrote:
Please someone help me!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
I keep digging myself into a deeper and deeper hole here
...and I'm even sober
I keep digging myself into a deeper and deeper hole here
...and I'm even sober
It's OK I guess, I know some climbing knots & other such mountain things.
I'm an equally terrible flirt because it's something I also do a lot except half the time math is practically all I've got to talk about. Thankfully some friends & I have a great & lovely lady's birthday to party about so I've been waffling around the internet so I can find the rest of my misplaced brain & do something cool as a present of sorts with some art of hers. *crossing fingers...*Her & I have actually had 3 matching cars for a while now. T5 Volvos are so crazy good a big part of me wants to give her my little sporty one whenever I get a different car. Cheap as chips & yet still twice the car I really need. Volvo's saved a lot of lives, maybe even mine.
I still haven't gotten around to teaching her to drive manuals, that's gonna be a laugh.Sounds like you like her. She will probably love that birthday present. It's a personal gift
Giving someone a car is also very generous! If you ever do that.
08 Apr 2017, 5:07 pm
Well I shouldn't post the surprise exactly though; it's a webpage element/embed that uses accelerators &/or touchscreens to pan through images like Google's street view. A developer friend showed me his implementation of this so I've tasked a good friend of us both with finding the right piece of hers to translate to this medium first...
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Midnightstar16
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08 Apr 2017, 5:53 pm
In the Furfrou maze, is there a reason why you can just walk straight through Shauna? 
08 Apr 2017, 7:46 pm
08 Apr 2017, 7:56 pm
Raleigh wrote:
I'm still pissed, jsyk.
We're giving each other the silent treatment.
Which isn't much different from how things are normally.
We've now retreated to our corners and at least there a bit of relief from the tension.
I think it's a bit of jealousy/feeling ignored.
When I take a break I admit I do tend to check in and see what's happening here.
I tend to block out everything (and everyone) else while I'm doing this.
Now I feel a bit bad for being so angry.
I feel regret at my use of the "f**k you" finger.
I may have even verbally said "f**k you".
But the "sitting my arse down on the internet all day" comment was uncalled for.
We're giving each other the silent treatment.
Which isn't much different from how things are normally.
We've now retreated to our corners and at least there a bit of relief from the tension.
I think it's a bit of jealousy/feeling ignored.
When I take a break I admit I do tend to check in and see what's happening here.
I tend to block out everything (and everyone) else while I'm doing this.
Now I feel a bit bad for being so angry.
I feel regret at my use of the "f**k you" finger.
I may have even verbally said "f**k you".
But the "sitting my arse down on the internet all day" comment was uncalled for.
Yup, i can understand why you would feel that way! But is also cool you were able to see in part your partners point of view ( even though their approach was somewhat crappy) ... This has happened to me before where i have an interest and go and do it forgetting others want my time... As with that i tried to find a way to make all happy including myself. Which is hard for many aspies as its all or nothing , so trying to find middle ground can be a bit of a challenge.. Again something i learnt from an early age and now i try to communicate and listen to all sides, including giving the silent treatment as well while i process... Am really glad you are not leaving Raleigh!
I hope you can find away to make your partner happy and for your partner to make you happy... Isn't that how relationships work? A little give and take and a little compromise?Hoping you dont feel too pissed for too long!
08 Apr 2017, 8:06 pm
08 Apr 2017, 8:46 pm
Froya wrote:
If Raleigh doesn't come back we might as well just give it up
This thread (like the rest of the forum) is dieing
This thread (like the rest of the forum) is dieing
I'm back.
(The addiction is strong in this one).
We are not giving up, or dying, I hope.
(((Hugs))).
Midnightstar16
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08 Apr 2017, 9:30 pm
Shoot, now I feel bad for getting addicted to another forum. 
08 Apr 2017, 11:03 pm
Raleigh wrote:
Froya wrote:
If Raleigh doesn't come back we might as well just give it up
This thread (like the rest of the forum) is dieing
This thread (like the rest of the forum) is dieing
I'm back.
(The addiction is strong in this one).
We are not giving up, or dying, I hope.
(((Hugs))).
Glad to hear that at all angles
Glad you are both communicating again! Welcome back
