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I've been wondering why I've been feeling so strange today. I've been feeling more mellow than I usually do. I wonder if it's because I know that my surgery will take place soon and I'll no longer cycle. I wonder if it's because I sat at the Union Jack table at the Red Velvet cafe instead of walking off to the blank table that would look perfect with the flag of the Fatherland painted on it. Maybe it's because one of the pharmacists at Medicine Centre actually took the time to listen to my concerns. I've decided to use an avatar that reflects how I'm feeling.

I still think no one gives a crap about me in my situation.

Why do i keep thinking online dating is the way to go.

damned windows 10 puter keeps locking up. drat.

Christmas. Exciting time of the year but also an expensive time of the year . My boyfriend dresses up as Santa Claus and sits with our girls and asks them what they want for Christmas, the looks on their faces is adorable and they always ask why Santa has special access to our home. I tell them it's because he likes the Christmas tree cookies I put out for him on Christmas Eve .

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I avoid online dating sites like the plague, but I was once tempted to investigate a specialty site for cat lovers.

Nice profile pic, very cute .

Cravings for beetroot at 4:23 am?

Sure why not?

On my mind now: Wish i hadn't spilled cola over my keyboard. Fighting with a sticky spacebar now.

Alexander ("Sasha") Zverev beat Novak Djokovic at the World Tour Finals! Congratulations, Sasha!

Zverev plays for Germany, but is of Russian descent.

The previous counselor told me that "maybe he had a bad day". And that was why someone yelled at me

But maybe he had a great day, and otherwise he would have stabbed me with a knife



I asked the previous counselor, what impact does 5150 have on job search.

She answered, none.

Wrong. Psychological evaluation. Military, police, firefighter. Etc

I asked the counselor if I should do things outside comfort zone, to incewase neuroplasticity.

She said, if it gives you anxiety, don't do it



Everything gives me anxiety




It seemed, to me, like the counselor had never thought of them questions before. She did not know, that she did not know, the answer. She thought she knew the answer

Unconscious incompetence





Cynical, paranoid, suspicious,

What else she overestimated her skill about










She did not tell me one original statement, in 61 hours

So much for being "different"


So what if she's gay? Plenty of people are gay


She has an extremely normal personality

Predictable




The former Wednesday aikido instructor said she did aikido 8 years

She kept calling me a "beginner", but I have taken aikido ten years

Wonder if my skill is that bad, that I look like a "beginner"

Or if that was because the first time she saw me, was three years ago




Gave up on "life" a long time ago

No matter how many job skills I obtained, many people with the same skills and better personality would apply for the same job as me

Limiting reactant

Stoichiometry, chemistry




Precious lil "peoples" favorite words

Would I lose anything important if I deleted and reinstalled my Facebook app?
For some reason notifications have stopped working, even though they're turned on??

I've done it on my IPhone and I was fine, but I'd get second and third opinions just to be safe.
How long have your notifications been stuffed up?

leaving, leaving, leaving

living well

In counseling, there is no such thing as a "mistake". It's called a "miscommunication"

Breasts feel large and heavy

Bra feels like rubber band

"If you can't beat them, join them"

"Respect" and "rude" are vague, subjective, and almost meaningless

You can't measure respect

For ten days, wildfire in California

Someone gave me a mask and I put it on

Uncomfortable

Took it off. lung cancer is more uncomfortable than mask


But some people do everything right and still get lung cancer


Only a couple of people have been reported dropped dead. And they live far away from my house




The other thing, $$will run out sooner or later

So better to live a short life and n be homeless

Than long homeless life

Not all is lost, but 90 percent is gone

Still alive, healthy

The best job I could qualify for:
Flipping burger
Scrubbing toilet

Why does everything have to be so cryptic?