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09 Apr 2017, 1:49 pm
Omar Khayyam wrote:
Indeed, indeed, Repentance of before I swore--but was I sober when I swore? And then and then came Spring, and Rose-in-hand My thread-bare Penitence apieces tore.
Me, every f*****g night it seems. I won't do it tomorrow. But it's never tomorrow. It's always today.
I have something important to say that I've been wanting to say all week. Let's set aside this political stuff and corruption and bloodshed, and remember that somewhere, someone is crying. Someone, somewhere, is asking, 'Why'?
The Claymore ending theme sums it up nicely.
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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII
Joined: 25 Aug 2016 Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 3,508 Location: UK
09 Apr 2017, 2:10 pm
Someone somewhere will always be crying, though.
The girl who fell into the Thames during the last London terror incident died and was on the news yesterday. I got told off because I said it was just one person, and we didn't know her, so who cares really. You might care Kura, but most people don't; they pretend to, and I think that's worse than my honest reaction. When people pretend to care, they find they can put less effort into actually caring. The pretence is more valuable than the sentiment itself, in general society. They're cold, but they pretend not to be. I might seem colder than they are, but really I don't think we're that different. At least I don't delude myself that I'm a good person.
"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII
Joined: 25 Aug 2016 Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 3,508 Location: UK
09 Apr 2017, 2:22 pm
^That's the spirit.
I shouldn't be angry with them really, they're not real after all.
I feel negativity like an energy. I am angry right now because I've been called out on not eating, and the anger's coursing through me. I need to do something with it, get it out, change its state. Creative energy, maybe.
I don't care about strangers either. If they show a video of someone starwing to death or something like that, I might feel pain or discomfort, but I don't do anything to help.
...Infact large catastrophes can be exiting as long as it's not happening to me or anyone I know. I know I'm not the only one who feels like this. I have watched the 9/11 videos on youtube several times...
Dance. Sing. Paint. Write. Draw. Go for a walk. Run around like a I don't know what. Anything to get the energy circulating and out of you.
Froya: No, of course not. Just imagine what it would be like if you had so much empathy that you can feel others' pain as your own? That's what it's like for me.
"There is nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so."
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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII
I feel negativity like an energy. I am angry right now because I've been called out on not eating, and the anger's coursing through me. I need to do something with it, get it out, change its state. Creative energy, maybe.
When I've been really angry I have screamed into a pillow, or I've used a pillow to hit the sofa or something. Also clenching the teeth together while growling and tensing up the muscels can work
^^^Hiya, Raleigh! Have you ever read 'Talking to Nature'? It's a brilliant book. The author can talk to rivers, trees, rocks, birds, and animals.
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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII
Joined: 25 Aug 2016 Age: 30 Gender: Female Posts: 3,508 Location: UK
09 Apr 2017, 2:50 pm
Froya wrote:
racheypie666 wrote:
I feel negativity like an energy. I am angry right now because I've been called out on not eating, and the anger's coursing through me. I need to do something with it, get it out, change its state. Creative energy, maybe.
When I've been really angry I have screamed into a pillow, or I've used a pillow to hit the sofa or something. Also clenching the teeth together while growling and tensing up the muscels can work
Thank you Froya!
I went and did a stupid thing instead. Some boxing might make me feel better though.
I've found this new anime that looks interesting: Hiiro no Kakera [Scarlet Fragments]. I'm also going to buy a new video game tomorrow [I hope].
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"A memory is something that has to be consciously recalled, right? But it's different from a memory locked deep within your heart. Words aren't the only way to tell someone how you feel...As long as I'm with you, as long as you're by my side, I won't give up even if I'm scared." Tifa Lockheart, Final Fantasy VII
I'm trying to get some comunication going in a facebook group for people with social anxiety. It's NOT going well.
I don't get much out of threads about "What is the colour of your shirt right now" Then you have 30 something replies of people listing colours. No one comenting on each other.