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I'm so sad, I can't get out of bed.
Thanksgiving dinner,
but need to go to ER or inpatient....

There's no point in my life anymore

Not to say that there ever was

A lot of things get on my nerves, drastically

The things are common and I am usually uptight

Too much trauma in the past

Will never be functional enough for work or friends







When I told the previous counselor, that at least the homophobic civil engineer, did not kill me. And if he were to have killed me, she would have gotten 75 times 65 fewer dollars, she was like "we never would have met"

What the f**k?

In 65 hours she didn't tell me one original statement

She acted all, confidence not proportional to competence

raleigh

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when & then.......................
or maybe i'm not good at whining,
in the world you must behave as the world

claiming gets you praise,
doing doesn't
in a world that doesn't recognise senses but relies on echo antennas,
who's at the wrong end of the stick again?

autism and missing out on the pheromone culture?

do eyes work on that, maybe?
like the peeps who fixate you by the eye ("I")
-to sell you bs or make you go along with bs
-to submit you to their ego, as having an ego-rape on you
gurus is ^^both combined



that, and what could go wrong with the perfect pixel reality:
(wanwowld) prefabricated-demands' center
and the peripherical rings of visual gulags


unfunny though , young people can't understand that its wrong
but i align it with porn,
perfect pixel porn

needs to be more hours in a day and night.

Magic.

Homophobic civil engineer
Spoiled upper middle class brat
Fat
Eating
Autism
Depression
Counseling
Work
Social rejection
Failure
Structural engineer


Former Wednesday morning aikido instructors stupid ass dog

She never really made it up to me, for letting Fido in the dojo

I was screaming and almost hyperventilate

The lil b***h had the nerve ask "are you ok?", Like she had never done anything wrong before.

She acted like she expected precious lil "people" to tell her "what breed is your dog?", "Beautiful dog", "May I pet your dog?" And. Other stupid forms of BS

Last year, Jessica Lewis got in the news, when her instructor told her she could bring her dog to class.

Wtf?

Some people are allergic to or afraid of dogs







Precious lil "people" act like they have never done anything wrong before and they are "helping people"




The usual

The same thoughts every day

Going crazy

A very close relative of mine is in the hospital, and I'm worried sick about him.

I'm planning to space out my visits with my parents after Christmas. If I'm an embarrassment to my mum, I don't want her looking at my handicapped face. Only my friends should have the privilege of seeing my presence.

Would someone please just win the LSU/TAMU game already?????

Wish I joined the military when I was 18

Purpose and meaning
Camraderie
Infantry, combat engineer, artillery,
Boot camp, basic training
Advanced individual training
Fleet, Garrison
Meals ready to eat
Quarterdeck
Mess hall
Uniform
Kitchen patrol
Night watch
Drill sergeant
Rack
Involuntarily reclassified
Stop loss, drafted
Uniform code military justice
Articles 15
Non judicial punishment
Smoked
Barracks, platoon,
West point
Salute
Details
Fort Leavenworth
Brig
Bread and water
Peter Mims
Navy ship
AWOL
Inspection
Failure to adapt
Discharged convenience of government
Military dog
Reception
Innoculation
MEPS, dodmerb, military waiver, military discount





I want to belong to something with a positive goal

Civilian working for the military

My online bestie... Whom I barely able to talk to. Sigh...

Really been 5+ years since I have a stable net. But I don't wanna rely on data much. But I'm not often at home or ever use the PC for very long either.


I've yet to afford a flash drive that gives prepaid internet access for my PC. Have yet to find ways how to get more data. Yet to have the right time and place. Yet to ever hang out for more than 2 hours.

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