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Samyutta Nikaya 56.9 -- 'Viggahika Sutta: Wordy Warfare'

Sure wish there was citrus fruit.

There is a difference between not searching for work b/c of laziness and there is a difference between not searching for work b/c of futility. It won’t stop a wave of accusation due to the former if I keep myself productive with courses and hobbies.

Commitments I like and get scolded for in contrast to commitments I hate and don’t commented for.

Hoping to be back in the workforce again as, long as I'm not in a high stress scenario

Hiss.

How sometimes all you have is old photographs in a book or pictures inside one's mind and nothing more.

When will volunteering become a part of non-employment?.

Will pumpkin seed butter taste as good as peanut butter, I wonder, now that I can no longer have the latter?

^ I hope it does! Do you have allergies? Also i might have written a stupid thing.

^Not the kind that most people have. It turns out that peanut butter has a certain yeast in it that doesn't sit well with me, so I've been trying different nut butters to see if I like any.

https://hplca.kanopy.com/video/contre-oeil-cross-eye --

I reached up to 16:36/25:00

with this video I start being able to drop the habit of being an obsessive completionist who watches even unimportant stuff to the bitter end.

Invention, patent, discovery, different, new,

Creative, think outside the box

Ghrelin, oxytocin, leptin, dopamine, serotonin, hormones, mood disorder, sweat gland removal

Last year, in the dojo, four hours I was itchy

Once it was cold

That was the only time I was itchy and that itchy

With this personality nobody will ever hire me or be my friend

And that is not their fault

Just a "miscommunication"

Miscommunication bound to happen

For as long as my misotheistic/ philosophically pessimistic worldview remains practicing assertion is going to look like 'divine fuelled entrapment' without having a dense understanding as to what reasons would provide for not expecting retaliation.

In hindsight I find it disturbing how someone in the pre-Obama era late 00's in high school ask crudely to someone how much it pay would it take for him to perform in gay pornography .

I miscalculated how much space I actually had and fell off a 4-foot stage yesterday. No major damage done just a bit of soreness, but it's one of those things where I'm not even sure where my head was at. I didn't even process the fact that I was falling off until I was halfway down.