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"preferred pronoun" does not make sense. Some precious lil "people" , homophobic and otherwise, would prefer to exterminate me. That does not justify it

"Personal truth"? Their personal truth could be that homophobic people have a right to kill LGBT people. (It is "technically illegal", but in North Carolina 2016, going to the wrong bathroom was also technically illegal)


My breasts are larger than most Chinese women my age, weight,

It's like a joke



f**k mister redelings





Creative, discover, invent, innovation,





Today, the aikido instructor told me to email the head b***h about the $$$$ I owe her . Over 400 bucks. The head b***h is a control freak and has a lot of mental illness symptoms. Would not be surprised if , she explodes






Brainfog and headache

The purpose of counseling is to manipulate the client by making vague and misleading statements that are correct. But wrong implications

For example, "did he know he was ignorant?". He was ignorant. But everyone is ignorant

"You have a hard time dealing with reality". Correct. But people that are not skinny smart handsome cisgender white men, have an advantage over people that are not. That's like saying, a blind person has a hard time dealing with reality. But it is not their fault they are blind




f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat


The instructor should not have let it into aikido


After that I wanted to quit


Angry at the instructor too


Even 8 years later, when the instructor went to the current dojo, still angry at the instructor






But whatever


Motor cortex


The world is full of expensive, dangerous, socially awkward activities that I am bad at

Aikido is just an example


Over 450 lessons and ten years and 150 dojo


Too many pain receptors

I feel like my emotions are akin to that of a Greek Goddess.

..*there is* a fine line btw comedy and horror and it's rooted in defying expectations..when 'humor is the only medicine' you can risk being addicted to it.

With comedy like this, with comedy as vulgar, jarring and insensitive as this who needs horror?..

Why are people so quick to refute my disclosure of being on the Autism Spectrum? Typically, I get a response like, "Really? I don't see it." Upon further inquiry, I discover that they know little to nothing about ASD. But they do know that I am a poor specimen of someone on the spectrum!

I wonder if they question other people's diagnoses.
"The doctor just told me I have Parkinson's disease."
"Really? You look just fine to me."

Going on a the 'heavy metal magazine' website isn't justified by trying to forget pornography use.

Sour cherry concentrate mixed with milk was okay.

Kit Kat does not replace love

Oxytocin

Nerves are shot

Constantly paranoid



Court order

Misunderstood

What is "be yourself"? Homophobic simpletons, be yourself


Wasting away "life"

A counselor might pressure me to get a job

But the previous counselor did not

She acted like she expected everything to be perfect




Only one friend

She is too busy at boot camp to hang out with me for six months




Goals,. Job, hobby

What can I do with '99 Kobo points' ?.

I could have used my time wisely today to look through possible smartphones to purchase.

D---bag and a----hole.

One swear word is genderized and another is possible 'heterosexist' to put it one way in it's origin.

Without analyzing with this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Profanity ... by_purpose , I would still like to change
my vocabulary.

I don't find saying 'jerk' and 'deplorable' as encapsulating of my repulsion but am open to eventually adapting other words.

I am secure enough that I won't watch a video about philosophical take on suicide. For now. Maybe eventually I will but I would like to think that it's healthier to do it when it is not a 'consequence' or 'punishment' for viewing pornography.

I'm trying to relax.
My baby's beside me on the bed relaxing (or pooping). He grunting some.

I'm kind of mad at my neighbor.

I'm thinking of a few things.

I'm trying not to have too many bad thoughts.

There is no way to circumnavigate it: everyone must take mental health seriously for underemployment to be less painful/problematic.

Every time I make a picture I want to make a better one. And I know how.

I wish I could be like that with my poems.

People are trying to encourage me not to write. I need to write anyway. I feel weird when I don't.

I think most people with political opinions are hypocrites and acting like puritans to the ideology they follow. Gonna give myself a break on my own hypocrisy.

Like there's a difference between political ideal and actual morals as in, it would be immoral if you did something different.

Reddit is stressful cos of women who are hypocrites to begin with. Those of us who struggle w self acceptance know more than those who never did.

I found something I'd like on You Tube except I found the American accents annoying. No offence Americans...

I hope someone doesn't kill themselves. Someone online. I tried to talk them out of self loathing but you can't really do that with strangers online.

I did find one really good American video where he watched all the soaps from the UK (all of them) and reacted to them.

I hope I stay offline tonight. Internet is becoming addictive.

Idiots tell me that I was looking at them the wrong way or excessively. But if they were not looking at me, then how did they know I was looking at them? Since when was it illegal to look at someone? How do I know where not to look, without looking?

What is "are you ok?" . Those ass holes do not have the skill or authority to "help" me otherwise

When they do "help" one teaspoon, they take a gallon of credit

Example, counselor Jeanne , Anthony the great

Saying they "helped" me or "care" about me , is like asking what day it is at 12:07am.

f**k those ass holes

Dipshits talk too much and too loudly and there are too many of them

Judgemental closeminded attitude

They do not consider my perspective. Even though I think of theirs

Making sure I keep up with school assignments and keeping in contact with my VR agent.

these ain't toyota brakes, no way in hell.

gotta return them.