cathylynn wrote:
there is a word for people who HAVE TO write: WRITER.
Thanks. Yeah I'm a published poet and need to write poetry every day or I feel weird.
I got eight drafts written this evening/this morning.
I think getting dressed is overrated when I'm working from bed. I've been massively feeling guilty over this.
I distrust my last poem cos it took 4 drafts and poems normally take 10 + but I can't find what to change in it.
I tried to sleep from 11 to 8 but a plane came overhead and I couldn't sleep so I woke at 10.
I think I might be suffering the affects of executive dysfunction.
I did well to stay offline last night.
I wrote a poem about Granddad and Grandma. I don't normally write personal stuff.
I wonder how long Granddad will be on my mind like this? He basically didn't change his behaviour at all after Grandma died. But he's very lucky that he's living so long anyway. I wonder why some behaviours kill some people at 60 and don't kill other people at 80 when it's the same substances.