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19 Jan 2019, 10:06 pm

I woke up with blazing music and therefore more than enough vibration, just right amount of lights, and too cold of an air.
Neither pleased nor pissed, but I'm more annoyed with my nose acting up again as usual.

And I recall; I slept at 6AM. It's barely past 11AM now.


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19 Jan 2019, 10:15 pm

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I woke up with blazing music and therefore more than enough vibration, just right amount of lights, and too cold of an air.
Neither pleased nor pissed, but I'm more annoyed with my nose acting up again as usual.

And I recall; I slept at 6AM. It's barely past 11AM now.

can you nap for an hour to get the minimum amount of sleep for health of 6 hours. or will you sleep better tonight if you don't nap?



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19 Jan 2019, 10:26 pm

People will always be annoying, homophobic, entitled, and impatient

But I still have to make progress in "life"

Brain has felt foggy since age 13

Motor retardation

But whatever

"Life" goes on :roll:

"Learning differences"

Tired of being a special snowflake :roll: :evil:


Even special snowflake has to. Make progress

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20 Jan 2019, 1:29 am

I've decided to go with my instinct and be myself on WP for a while. The Kinks were a nice touch. I'm sure that you'll all see them again. It's just that I find it very hard not to be "That German".


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20 Jan 2019, 1:37 am

My older friend, Barb who's in her late 60s asked when I was going to stop being "That German" because she really disliked it, early last August. I was hearing those words over and over again the first days of 2019. I also saw slogans everywhere on the Internet, saying "New Year, New You!" Well, I have something to those advertisers who think that January is so wonderful. New Year, Screw You!


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20 Jan 2019, 1:49 am

I'm tired, so I'm going to bed. I'll keep the German marches quietly playing in the background.


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20 Jan 2019, 5:42 am

February 4th :(



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20 Jan 2019, 9:13 am

cathylynn wrote:
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I woke up with blazing music and therefore more than enough vibration, just right amount of lights, and too cold of an air.
Neither pleased nor pissed, but I'm more annoyed with my nose acting up again as usual.

And I recall; I slept at 6AM. It's barely past 11AM now.

can you nap for an hour to get the minimum amount of sleep for health of 6 hours. or will you sleep better tonight if you don't nap?

Did tried to sleep around past 7PM. Because I would rather wake up before sunrise.

It's now barely past 10PM here. Woke up on a blackout that only lasts for 12 mins or so. That's at least 3 hours or so worth of nap.

Now I feel crappier. :lol:
I'm not sure if I actually slept at some point, or had my eyes just closed off with nothing in mind for the entire 3 hours.
But that's not unusual to me -- not truly asleep for several hours either until I did fell asleep, or caught myself not breathing for over a minute and have to try fall asleep all over again.

On top of this, I have work in 10 hours from now.

I usually screw my sleep times at Friday nights and Saturdays. :| And it's Sunday today.


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20 Jan 2019, 12:11 pm

It’s good that there’s a Packie Bonner book in the WH Smith of my home town. And he’s intelligent too. Compared to the other three morons who were on the same shelf, three idiots, two turncoats, one alkie wife beater. I refuse to fork out £20 for a celeb bio though.

Is it normal for priests to only talk about themselves when they’re trying to convince someone of something?

I love this movie, Hunger. It’s very closely written. I watched it today. Violent though.

I’m not selfless enough to die for anything not that I’m sure if it’s actually selfless or foolhardy. If you’re in an occupying force there’s no argument, it isn’t selfless in a good way it’s just foolhardy btw

I spend my life trying on roles

At thirteen, people who otherwise didn’t give a crap lectured me because I was getting into politics and they didn’t like it because I was being rebellious. At lesat I showed I had half a brain in there

Liberia means freedom or something like that, I like that, obviously

Once when I was in Ireland I watched a video about Irish people who made pyramid type structures and I went to a museum with them too like a living history place

Noah in the Bible was sort of messed up, hardly anyone knows all of the stories about him

I wonder if it’s still more illegal to kill certain sorts of people depending on if they’re powerful or closely related to you, there’s loads of words like regicide or paricide etc. Killing kids is worse, killing innocents is worse, it’s all bad but killing the Queen is no worse than killing a tramp and if you kill a relative it tends to be because there’s some real bad drama there…

Ancient Ireland was massively feminist compared to regular historical periods. Feminist isn’t the right word for it. Relative equality between the sexes instead of the man owning the woman.

This lecture is making a lot of links between my two most interested in countries which is surprising. I didn’t think many people would connect Greece and Ireland.

I had a great uncle who believed in loads of different magic stuff. Mostly fairies. Not the stupid kind.

Are most people one role, multiple selves or something in between?



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20 Jan 2019, 12:50 pm

Edna3362 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
I woke up with blazing music and therefore more than enough vibration, just right amount of lights, and too cold of an air.
Neither pleased nor pissed, but I'm more annoyed with my nose acting up again as usual.

And I recall; I slept at 6AM. It's barely past 11AM now.

can you nap for an hour to get the minimum amount of sleep for health of 6 hours. or will you sleep better tonight if you don't nap?

Did tried to sleep around past 7PM. Because I would rather wake up before sunrise.

It's now barely past 10PM here. Woke up on a blackout that only lasts for 12 mins or so. That's at least 3 hours or so worth of nap.

Now I feel crappier. :lol:
I'm not sure if I actually slept at some point, or had my eyes just closed off with nothing in mind for the entire 3 hours.
But that's not unusual to me -- not truly asleep for several hours either until I did fell asleep, or caught myself not breathing for over a minute and have to try fall asleep all over again.

On top of this, I have work in 10 hours from now.

I usually screw my sleep times at Friday nights and Saturdays. :| And it's Sunday today.


have you been tested for sleep apnea?



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20 Jan 2019, 3:35 pm

cathylynn wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
I woke up with blazing music and therefore more than enough vibration, just right amount of lights, and too cold of an air.
Neither pleased nor pissed, but I'm more annoyed with my nose acting up again as usual.

And I recall; I slept at 6AM. It's barely past 11AM now.

can you nap for an hour to get the minimum amount of sleep for health of 6 hours. or will you sleep better tonight if you don't nap?

Did tried to sleep around past 7PM. Because I would rather wake up before sunrise.

It's now barely past 10PM here. Woke up on a blackout that only lasts for 12 mins or so. That's at least 3 hours or so worth of nap.

Now I feel crappier. :lol:
I'm not sure if I actually slept at some point, or had my eyes just closed off with nothing in mind for the entire 3 hours.
But that's not unusual to me -- not truly asleep for several hours either until I did fell asleep, or caught myself not breathing for over a minute and have to try fall asleep all over again.

On top of this, I have work in 10 hours from now.

I usually screw my sleep times at Friday nights and Saturdays. :| And it's Sunday today.


have you been tested for sleep apnea?

No. Not yet as well.


I have layers and layers of things to upkeep and resolve before having any of that. With my less stable pace, it could take years.
I already have serious suspicions for it for having nonallergic rhinitis, that is kept being mistaken solely for an allergic version one -- after over 3 times of check up. Nothing's reliable so far except others I haven't tried or couldn't have yet.

But I couldn't afford a check up for it yet. And I can't just waltz in with no idea what to do.
I asked some people; Says testing for sleep problems would just end up with insomnia and prescribe sleeping pills. That's just that.
Other of my relatives working at hospitals practically said the same things... They have little ideas, and don't have to think about those things really.
Then I asked my closest mentor; she had little idea on how to ask a neuro... She only has some ideas for other doctors.
So for now, I have to work the whole thing on my own all over again.

Me asking from online resources points to services that may not be available, scarce, or not very easy to access from where I live.

So far I have plans modifying my room, but the room I'm sleeping in isn't the most closed off and private, and along with other things.
Heck, having a check up is supposedly the very first things I'd be spending for this year.
But damn people and their social demands. Pleased as they are on short term at best, I'm not on longer terms even.



And oh, waking up almost 4AM... Few mins before my mom comes knocking from work.
Not unusual, me waking up before hearing her arrival; no one else could hear her knocks but me unless she starts waking neighbors from the door instead.


Now I don't know what to do but wait. :lol:


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20 Jan 2019, 3:39 pm

Things i have to do tomorrow.



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20 Jan 2019, 3:40 pm

Maybe one day I will fall in love with someone w/the same quasi-‘politicized’ hatred for the working class as me.

Time goes by more slowly without fixating on online job searching.

Next time— key words ‘fast food’ and ‘mail room’.



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21 Jan 2019, 12:08 am

Labour investments processes and dysphoria going hand in hand..

;)

Post-school learning curves. Something about post-school learning curves.



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21 Jan 2019, 12:16 am

Some people will always be homophobic

Doesn't mean that I don't have to make progress in "life"

Just existing.

Eating, sleep, loitering

"Life" going nowhere

Plenty of people with much worse problems than me, were successful

Neuroplasticity

Autistics such as me, have a hard time dealing with "reality" and change

And rapidly getting much worse

:roll:

No school, no work, one friend

If she dumps me, zero



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21 Jan 2019, 12:38 am

Edna3362 wrote:
cathylynn wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
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I woke up with blazing music and therefore more than enough vibration, just right amount of lights, and too cold of an air.
Neither pleased nor pissed, but I'm more annoyed with my nose acting up again as usual.

And I recall; I slept at 6AM. It's barely past 11AM now.

can you nap for an hour to get the minimum amount of sleep for health of 6 hours. or will you sleep better tonight if you don't nap?

Did tried to sleep around past 7PM. Because I would rather wake up before sunrise.

It's now barely past 10PM here. Woke up on a blackout that only lasts for 12 mins or so. That's at least 3 hours or so worth of nap.

Now I feel crappier. :lol:
I'm not sure if I actually slept at some point, or had my eyes just closed off with nothing in mind for the entire 3 hours.
But that's not unusual to me -- not truly asleep for several hours either until I did fell asleep, or caught myself not breathing for over a minute and have to try fall asleep all over again.

On top of this, I have work in 10 hours from now.

I usually screw my sleep times at Friday nights and Saturdays. :| And it's Sunday today.


have you been tested for sleep apnea?

No. Not yet as well.


I have layers and layers of things to upkeep and resolve before having any of that. With my less stable pace, it could take years.
I already have serious suspicions for it for having nonallergic rhinitis, that is kept being mistaken solely for an allergic version one -- after over 3 times of check up. Nothing's reliable so far except others I haven't tried or couldn't have yet.

But I couldn't afford a check up for it yet. And I can't just waltz in with no idea what to do.
I asked some people; Says testing for sleep problems would just end up with insomnia and prescribe sleeping pills. That's just that.
Other of my relatives working at hospitals practically said the same things... They have little ideas, and don't have to think about those things really.
Then I asked my closest mentor; she had little idea on how to ask a neuro... She only has some ideas for other doctors.
So for now, I have to work the whole thing on my own all over again.

Me asking from online resources points to services that may not be available, scarce, or not very easy to access from where I live.

So far I have plans modifying my room, but the room I'm sleeping in isn't the most closed off and private, and along with other things.
Heck, having a check up is supposedly the very first things I'd be spending for this year.
But damn people and their social demands. Pleased as they are on short term at best, I'm not on longer terms even.



And oh, waking up almost 4AM... Few mins before my mom comes knocking from work.
Not unusual, me waking up before hearing her arrival; no one else could hear her knocks but me unless she starts waking neighbors from the door instead.


Now I don't know what to do but wait. :lol:


sleeping pills are bad for you in sleep apnea. most frequent treatment is a cpap machine that forces air into your nose to your lungs while you sleep. and weight loss if you're over weight. my husband lost weight and lost his sleep apnea.