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Making sure I don't eat anything between now and when I'll eat dinner.

Why am I obsessing on a show that I absolutely despise?

Twiz


Because there is a thin line between love and hate

I've been reading some interesting articles today.

https://mythcreants.com/blog/eight-absurdities-we-force-on-female-characters/
https://mythcreants.com/blog/outlander-teaches-us-how-to-disempower-our-heroine/
https://mythcreants.com/blog/six-misogynist-messages-from-the-orville/

Things the counselor has never heard of:


Treatment refractory depression
Major five personality characteristics
Mad/angry
Neuroplasticity
Graceful degradation



Python



CPA
Sole proprietor
Dojo
Bmi



Instead of wasting time, energy and emotions elegantly phrasing how and why "most people" are f**k ass holes, Maslow's hierarchy of.


Hobbies, job, goal


Precious lil "people" have a legal right to be ass holes. Even if it was "technically illegal" short of a civil lawsuit or criminal action, I could not do anything about it anyways. Cops, judges, juries, lawyers are humans with felony conviction and psych diagnosis, jus like everyone else



Failing to summon the courage or gumption to, move forward in "life"


Lazy, scared, bitter , angry



Three weeks, rained a lot. Wasted too much time in jail cell. Lie down and read book.



Homophobic simpletons ass holes mister redelings does not have to sit around dwelling on what he did wrong. He is in the majority and has a lot of homophobic Baptist Republican friends whose philosophy and religion and worldview is similar to his





"Loose lips sink ships"

Without a court order, none of the idiots from San Diego will even make verbal apology


Reparations are impossible with existing technology


Reminds me of a man that got sent to jail. Later it was determined he was not guilty. So what? They released him. But he has emotional turmoil and no job history



Release is better than nothing, but insufficient to fix problem






f**k mister redelings
f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat
f**k Jeanne Courtney
f**k Jamie Adair
f**k Amy Lee

f**k homophobic ass holes

Something I would have to put in the adult section to seem decent...

Also, my mind is racing some.

I don't think it's normal for a young teenage Irish diaspora kid to know people from the UVF (well, not know but see people on a regular basis who want to 'talk') like I did.

Main thing is I got out of there alive.

If not for my past I wouldn't see anything wrong in anything I do. Not wrong like how I perceive it anyway. Not evil.

I protect a certain someone cos if I don't then I admit my life was completely s**t at that time. And yeah tribal loyalty. Is that really so bad though?

Brexit will go the way politics always goes. I need to step away from politics cos there's no influencing it.

I need to quit being so vulnerable online and in person. I need to throw my vulnerable side into my art and writing.

Deep down, I'm still a young teenager.

Nadal just can't seem to get a break with Djokovic, even though he reached the final straight sets perfect. He wound up losing in straight sets. Very disappointing way to end a tournament.

I'm glad no one on this site has ever replied with "F---- you. Get a life" as this site is likely full of ppl who have received treatment to that effect and the collective response would be an intellectual tear-down on par with this (25:00-25:13 https://youtu.be/7om6XOwiCDY?t=1500).

I admit to how I wish I could be more effectively violent .

I don't lose my heroes based on a single bad choice of word but my muse might not be so understanding considering he's not her hero.

She might just have to buy me a Kana (RIP Rana) poster for my wall then...

Also Rana is seriously fit.

I care too much about what other people think.

If I am bored, I know what I want to do. I definitely know what I want to do. But when I do (i) risk of distraction and doing something else with a dissimilar stimulation level while doing a task or (ii) voices of self-blame like "Why are you doing this so late in the day?!. Your wasting time ?!. You should do something more useful !" et al will occur.

Most of the energy blast moves which became famous in the 'Dragon ball' series can be replicated with a green lantern power ring: Vegeta v. Sodam Yat.

An afterlife is 'besides the point' to me. I would like it that when I die, I actually wake up ~2 weeks before my 12th birthday with no knowledge lost to prevent so much from going wrong. And actually enjoy the repeat.

Expressing yourself is probably a sin according to the hamartiology of some all-punishing deity. More than 'missing the mark' more like 'everlasting shame'.

(at least) one of the aikido instructors talks way too much. It's like there is no room between his mouth and his brain

He's such an annoying lil ass hole

He keeps calling me "they" instead of "he"

He acts like every slightest thing is the most hilarious thing in the world (many extroverts act like that)



Talking is not tabboo

Establishing rapport and "building community" are usually good things

Fancy euphemism for "the lil dipshit won't shut his trap"

Sometimes the only or best way to do something, is talk

But "actions speak louder than words"

"loose lips sink ships"





Risk versus reward

Will never get breast reduction surgery

Always look sound and act like a woman





A court ought to make mister redelings pay for my breasts reduction surgery


Compression vest expensive and uncomfortable

Sports bra tight

Without a bra feels exposed and vulnerable







Can't make progress in"life" because of two pounds of fat


Something I want to get off my chest, literally and figuratively



There is nothing to do all day long


Brain below salvage value


Electroconvulsive therapy

All the memories of my past boyfriend are flooding my brain, good and bad.
Mostly good.
I think my brain is flipped out because he switched so fast from being a decent guy in my experience to a coward with no regard to responsibility or any morals.

I'm mourning.