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the idea of moving at some point in the next 12mos

I hate how some people fear women's passions and judge us based on who we kiss.

I hate how I don't know when to keep my mouth shut.

A headache.

Could I be able to support myself, I wonder?

Sounds wonderful! Though i'd settle for being able to look at water that isn't frozen solid for months.


I wonder how my life will change this year.

Who was that attractive 25 to 30-ish woman on the commuter train that kept looking at me tonight. She made eye contact like 5 times.. didn't she see that i had not combed my hair today?

Why do people stand still in the middle of a walkway, or doorways for that matter? Sometimes i'm convinced that i'm in a simulation that have AI glitches and some bots just come to a full stop like anywhere...

Wanting to know if I will still be meeting my case worker later today even though it is snowing now in Portland.

That little alley which smelt of urine cos it was named the same thing as was in the song I just listened to.

I can't post any of these songs on the 'what are you listening to' thread. I'd get in trouble.

Youtube and Google seem to be having issues atm.

Edit: Seem to be back up, nothing to see here folks.

My superpower is commitment. Especially to dull but comfortable things. I am not the 'STEM field prodigy' sort of autistic. Thought I was, once upon a time but the jacka-- teachers I had left too much of a mark. Among other things, I admit.

Bothering to watch these might help https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Br1sGrA7XTU and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpenjeR6BXE

As misotheistic as I can come off as with expression, within my 'agnosticism' when it comes to conviction or belief I wouldn't view an 'ultimate reality' as 'God', a god, deified (that's when me not being into theism kicks in)..if anything it's closer to Heidegger's 'Dassein'..a 'spiritualized' monism if you will which I personally think and believe does not necessitate theism or deification but can just as freely be expressed like that.

I will say that much.. ..yet in a cool way..even that has had arguable counters to it. There are replies back, personal messages which mean much to me in case I ever want to dive further down the rabbit hole.

In sixty one hours, Jeanne courtney did not tell me a single original statement.

While I made original statements and original questions galore

She acted like she was receptive and said "uh huh uh huh uh huh". But she did not incorporate what I told her into future sessions

"You are ok the way you are. People should not hrrt your feelings"

You are only "ok", in that time, to whom, in what way

Nobody is "ok the way they are" for a lifetime

"Should", "can", and "Will," are all different things

Anyone could claim anything hrrts their feelings

That does not give them veto authority

Everything helps, neither or hrrts

You can't guarantee just the first two

For example, when I continue living, it "hurts" at least two precious lil "peoples" feelings

That does not give them the authority to exterminate my worthless corpse





"You do not look like you would hrrt someone"

Situational versus dispositional

At that time, to her, I did not look like I would hrrt someone

I am 35 years old

People that hrrt people do not have distinguishing appearances. They look like normal people. They are normal people.

"You were in distress!".

"Distress" means "extreme pain" in the dictionary

She said distress means "pain"



You are always in pleasure, neither or pain

You can't guarantee just the first two

What is so dramatic about "pain" , if there are only three settings (and there are)




At first I thought Jeanne Courtney was amazing

Now it's like the same thing over and over

No insight

Just emotional rollercoaster

After the "mad versus angry" BS, it seriously led me to question her incompetence

There are justified reasons for anger. For example, homophobia

Every time she said "mad", it was a negative connotation

f**k Jeanne Courtney





Seriously doubt there is anything anyone could tell me that would "help" 75 bucks worth. There are things they have told me that "hrrt" 75 bucks an hour

Talking serves a function, sometimes

But it has to be in real time



There might not be any perfect thing Jeanne could tell me. If there was, she did not tell me that.

But even if there was, talking. "Talking" is just making noise


A perfect psychologist is like a perfect didgeridoo performnance



A perfect didgeridoo performnance, is just a perfect didgeridoo performnance


It has nothing to do with. anything









For example, if I get subpoenaed to court, a witness' testimony, could mean the difference between "guilty" and acquitted

But multiple relationship law prevents the counselor from interacting with clients outside the building

Furthermore, besides the insurance forms, and 5150, the counselor has no authority over the situation anyways


So all that b***h can do is make sympathetic noises, say "sorry", "I wish it didn't happen" and "unfortunate"



In counseling, there is no such thing as a "mistake". It's called a "miscommunication"

https://www.youtube.com/user/BuzzFeedYe ... nts+honest later..

'_' I heard about this yesterday in a video I watched..https://psychcentral.com/news/2010/07/2 ... 15826.html , it saddens me.

Basically everyone I ship is now official.

Least controversial one = Chesney and Gemma from Corrie.

I know nobody watches Corrie on here but... I saw that coming years ago. Such a slow burn romance!

hurt
heartbreak

I'm reading a really disturbing book where a little boy turns into a cat and the cat turns into a human and the cat hates humans and tries to put all the cats who used to be human down...

I have cats...