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Food.

I'm ravenously starving all of a sudden, with nothing prepared.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually hindered, or if I'm just not trying hard enough.

Where is DrLaugh?

I think I'm addicted to social media and I wish I could use it properly instead of all or nothing.

I'm trying though and last two days have been effective.

If you say you want to kill every black guy who winds you up you're racist... I never liked him much anyway.

I'm so tired of deaths in stories that don't stick.

24/7

Tasty as the 'red date milk' was I am self-blaming for having been short-sighted enough to not see a microwave their and wind up consuming irradiated milk since who knows how long..

After a tense pre-dawn, post-midnight discussion with my younger brother I was 'energized' enough to apply to several job openings online; recently I purchased a pretzel from a place which I applied to and now think it's fine. The home maintenance course I am taking ends in early-ish March and I am assuming that it takes ~2-3 weeks to hear back from a possible employer. Hear back--be called in for a job interview, not counting being employed on the spot.

Here

https://torana.dhamma.org/the-centre/getting-here/

is the place someone was told me where ~2 week meditation retreats are done, not to far from Toronto. I am thankful for how busing arrangements to their can be made and for how both my parents seem okay with me doing this. Applying can be done online but their is a indeterminately lengthy 'waitlist'. If I am working by the time, I am told that I am no longer on the wait-list I can merely decline to go..if I am not working (going to try to not factor 'reporting' to social assistance for a while), things float my boat but it only floats my boat if I take steps to thoroughly understand how busing arrangements from being picked up somewhere in Toronto go.

The heftiness of being absent from home for ~2 weeks..being absent from home for ~2 weeks b/c of something I am looking forward to. ..I really hope everyone (in my family) can understand a 'possibly don't e-mail or call me for 2 weeks' stance.

I've had a long day....going to get some sleep and take it easy.....

I'm feeling a bit better too today.
My son.
Trying to not let bad thoughts get out of hand.
If they do, I'll call someone.

I wish there were a gymnastics meet on TV right now.

Feel like, in order to get a job and friends, require Anne Sullivan (Helen Keller). Someone follow me around constantly.

Failure to handle the slightest amount of stress

Gorging

Get vendors to ban me

A man had a sign on:. "Please do not sell this man alcohol. Sincerely, his wife"

But soup kitchen (there are plenty nearby and dumpster)

Precious lil "people" are so f*****g uppity and entitled lil dipshits

They act like a lot of things are funny and they are hilarious.

Not many things are funny and they are not that funny

They talk and laugh so much and loud they give me headache



Obituary
Job description
Court witness
Dating ads

Emphasize "outgoing" and ",he was always making people laugh"

What the flying f**k s**t?

Why should lil dipshits always be laughing?



"Outgoing" is not inherently a good thing, but in United States. f**k

After a mass shooting, the reporters interview the suspects friends and family and acquaintance and either they say "he was nice and normal" or "autistic". Two options



Nikolas Cruz
James Holmes
Adam lanza


A disproportionate number of defendants convicted of mass shootings, are allegedly autistic