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Jeanne Courtney told me to spend more time with people from groups that I am uncomfortable with.



My inner circle does not have a racial quota. It is not Lowell high school.

It is not "discrimination" if nobody is at work.

Same with mister redelings. If the lil dickwad did not want to be friends with people that were LGBT, he has a right




If he were to have been my boss after 2012, it would have been "discrimination" for him to " refuse to call you by your boys name"


But it was 2006 and he was not my boss

Ha how would he handle my "Chinese name"? Numerous idiots wrongfully assumed it was a boys name





I am so pathetic. I don't know how to cook, or life skills.

"Not all there" does not begin to describe it

Breasts feel large and heavy



Mister redelings ought to have gotten a court order to pay for my breast reduction surgery . 10000 hours community service at the gay center

f**k mister redelings

Feel so f*****g hopeless

Lobster nutrition

I have nothing positive to contribute and no good excuse

Weekly apology ceremony

"Most people," are lil dipshits.

"Are you ok?". f**k you b***h You know I am ok and if I wasn't you do not know how to "help" every time a simpleton asks me that, they have a chance to be a hero. And for idiots that caused me to not be "ok", f**k YOU . It's like insult to injury

"What?" Is not the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me"

Some dumbass once told me that "huh" meant he didn't hear me and asked me to say it again

Dictionary

It's dipshits attitude

"How are you?" They ask, like they are doing me a personal favor by asking . Any answer besides "fine" and "good" get interrogation










Cathy Lynn

Yes but plenty of precious lil "people" truly believe that autistic means aspiring mass shooter

I got out of class today. My mom was upset by how long it was taking for me to finish while she waited in a long skirt in the car on this still wintery day. Setting up a blowtorch to solder copper pipe components isn't too scary if I think out of it like an extended Bunsen burner. Relished heating up copper pieces but what should have been done and what took me so long to leave, is that more flux should have attentively been applied and the copper 'letter p' should have been held somehow sideways to let the soldering wire smoothly melt into the 'joints', not merely melt gobs and toast them.

I hope I don't see that same instructor again next week b/c I think my hastiness in leaving might have disappointed him. A part of me thinks that.

I'm pleased at how exquisite a simple cup of organic silver needle "white" tea was for me this evening. I'm glad simple pleasures can sometimes make me happy and appreciative.

We're in a lot of trouble. I've been watching videos of posts made by anti-vaxxers and they're making Flat Earth people look like intelligent, well-educated, mature and responsible adults.

One showed a news report about creating a vaccine to protect bees, and one genius said "does that mean they're gonna make all the bees autistic?"

Hmm, that reminds me of something some other genius said, except it was about frogs and their sexuality.

If it wasn't for the fact the fact that the guy who makes these videos reads the posts with a calm, smooth voice, my head would probably have burst into flames by now.

Idiots in aikido

Anyone could hang a shingle

Nobody inside the building has had a background check. They have the same felony conviction and mental illness as the ghetto lil riffraff outside the building. The ghetto lil riffraff outside the building usually do not come inside. Because they choose not to. They could choose to.

My only friend is addicted to aikido. Seven lessons a week. Before and after coding boot camp. Weekends. Before and after class she pressures someone to give her lessons.


Aikido is just a different activity. Not magic, mystery, religion, politics, philosophy, attachment, obsession

In concept, aikido is awesome

Perfect character

In practice, aikido is just as f****d up as the rest of "life"


Former instructor let a spoiled upper middle class brat inside. The lil dipshit knocked on my head. It's dad saw. The instructor ignored it's antics. And showered it with attention. Acted like it was the important special lil dipshit. It acted like it had a moral right to get whatever it wanted at all times. f**k the instructor for letting it take class. f**k it's dad for paying. f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat




f**k Rolando

Talks too much and too loudly and acts like every thought and emotion that goes through his head is the latest greatest scientific invention


Do not say "huh" to me, ass hole


Lil dipshit sweats. Gross.

And do not keep asking "are you ok?"


Lil dipshit does not get to keep being the hero


And stop lavishing me with praise

It's condescending


And stop calling me "they". It's obvious you call people that look and sound cisgender, "he" and "she"


Call me "he", ass hole


And Rolando got other instructors to call me "they" too




Rolando is a dumbass


This is good and that is great

Like he expects me to pay attention to all the garbled up BS coming from his fat trap



f**k Amy Lee b***h


f**k mister redelings


f**k Rolando


f**k Jamie Adair


f**k Jeanne Courtney







Lately my body has been getting weaker and weaker


9.5 hours sleep


Trying and failing to improve diet


Obsessive compulsive disorder


Less candy

Less fruit

Less bread

More veggies

Rob has been on my mind for the last twelve hours and I didn't sleep.

I hate that he supported Celtic.

So predictable too.

My throat feels cut.

Nobody on here cares.

I was going to post that I feel tired and restless at the same time.. But..

TUF,

Who's Rob? What is Celtic and why would you hate that he supported it or didn't?

Still upset about having accidentally deleted artwork which I like.

It happened b/c I had 'doubles' and thought that if I deleted one it wouldn't effect the presence of the other.

I am thinking about all the stress and anxiety and guilt and fear I have inside me, and whether it really is as easy to drop it as the spiritual books I read say it is.

I'm like Atlas holding up the sky, but I'd rather be like Shiva and dance without care.

Wondering about the possibility of a consciousness shift in contemporary folk.

Group home

Nathan Sutherland, nurse convicted of raping comatose woman.

Civil service exam



Just finished drinking the soup, before the cook scooped out the fat

It was kind of cold today. Did not feel like doing jack s**t.

Some idiots eat all day long and they are still scrawny .

Jealous

"Life" is going nowhere s**t

Some ghetto lil riffraff spat so close to me that I had to dodge to get out of the way. Did not look like he did it on purpose, but even if he did, just try to ignore it. The ass hole could have gun





Indulgent. Jeanne Courtney


Precious lil "people" just do not get it. They act so morally innocent, like they have never done anything wrong before and "the meaning of life is helping people!"

f**k Mister redelings



And what is this "AAA, ha ha ! !!"

Rolando is a lil dipshit. He wasted more energy flapping his fat trap than doing aikido. He told other idiots to call me "they" instead of "he". f**k that ass hole


He stinks. Sweating like a mule

Shut the f**k up ass hole


He (and other dipshits) act like they have a moral duty and "right" to flap it's trap non-stop


Like the BART directions "if you see something, say something"

Thus ass holes are always flapping their stupidass traps



f**k the head b***h. Right now I owe the head b***h at least 445 bucks


Hate being called "they". They don't call cisgender looking people "they"


Attitude

Assumptions


Beliefs



f**k Rolando


f**k mister redelings


f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat from aikido


f**k Amy Lee b***h

=_= ...’ytf’ can’t I ever actually sleep?...

Here is to having a meaningful employment counselor and how even if the conversation is pleasant and ‘unfruitful’, I did ‘nothing’ wrong.

Banal and warm..and