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I'm a quasi-ascetic 'harda--' wannabe who like to think that he without equal, never making mistakes b/c he is to f---g afraid of coming to terms with how their is nothing wrong with his choices/decisions and yielding to the phrase 'friendship' b/c he never feels that he is 'qualified' to embrace such concepts/his experiences are not valid until he achieves and passes some test in some hyper-rarefied endeavour about the most mundane factors and experiences and also b/c of the how society dismisses him or would dismiss him as 'boring' even though that is some hypocritical self-deceptive b.s. given how the only ones who almost ever 'call the shots' are those who are forceful, easily marketable 'hyper-extroverts' who are questionable powder kegs about to blow getting a pass b/c of filthy popularity contests where for all the ironic conveyance of strength and achievement so much is dedicated to circumnavigate and 'not caring' (to unhealthy self-destructive levels) that pain isn't a thing.

I realize how there is nothing wrong with not 'studying suicide' (viewtopic.php?t=369410 ) as I once mentioned in a posting.

Right now I only have one friend. If she dumps me or gets hit by a car, zero.

One person has the monopoly.

Bad.

"Life" going nowhere s**t

In first grade, some boys said that they wanted to be president or baseball players.

Many people do not get to be what they wanted to be, when they were young

"Life" goes on

People that get their ideal job, have problems in other things

If they had zero problems, whooptie do

Nobody gets everything they want

"Life" goes on

It seems that I'm making a slow recovery after three years of being at war. I'm having more daydreams about England. Some parts of England are very remote and peaceful.

Still love this dude even given recent changes on his channel which seems to mean less skits and reviews.

If you live in a wilderness which is equipped to your needs and wants well enough, you're not really homeless.

(this is a very rare amount of people but I'm watching a programme with them on, they live on a warm beach)

1 What is up with the front page?
2 I don't know whether I ought to delete my post on reddit about Rob cos people are downvoting it and I already got the answers I need and I don't like my karma going lower and lower.
3 just asking like that gave me a lot of answers.

Dumb ways to beat your own ego.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Getting ready for work for now... after calling in from yesterday lol. One of THOSE days if you feel me.

Here comes the twister.

I was reading 1984 by George Orwell than listening to Selling England By The Pound on Vinyl while playing World Of Warships on my computer.

"holier than thou" attitude

Devil's advocate, reverse psychology

When was the last time I accomplished anything?

Motivation, emotional resilience, gumption, persistence, courage

Forgiveness, suppression, diversion

Brain craving

Closure

Broaden your horizons

Appetite gone haywire


Some idiot had the nerve to accuse me of breaking it's biscuits. (Cookies)

Anyone could accuse me of anything. And it is sometimes impossible, difficult to "prove" otherwise. And if I do prove it, nothing prevents the plaintiff from the next accusation


Jeanne Courtney is a stupid lil b***h and did not tell me one original statement in two years of counseling

Got banned on another site.

Should probably stop using social media at the moment.

Still cross about someone calling Cockney by the wrong pronouns on purpose.

Someone told me I need therapy. I really don't want to go to therapy. I'm not that sort of person.

I won't get my routine done today.

So many of our fans lie at the moment.

That guy in the café is an idiot who knows nothing but acts like he knows everything.

^ I think it depends on your location. It's culturally looked down on. But it would lower the suicide rate if it wasn't. But thing is, I'm not really unhappy so I don't know why I ought to talk to someone.

A fire in a pub. I vaguely know the owners.

Why is my life like River City?...