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I dunno how to describe it...
Except adding several self-awareness points all the sudden.

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Maybe I am allergic to Rolando or his perfume. In aikido, immediately after I touch his filthy sweaty paws (doing techniques), leg skin itchy like f**k

Plenty of idiots are so f*****g biased against me that, the second they notice something off , they assume it is my fault

When I was 12, I wrongfully accused someone of stealing my backpack and demanded she open her jacket. As usual I was wrong. At least four junior high school rodents physically assaulted me at the bus stop. They did not injure me but they could have. Thought about it every day. 35 years old. wrongful accusation is a really big deal in a court of law


It took 23 years and 35 counselors for me to discuss it in counseling

on Friday, some idiot told me that someone "stole" his backpack. He asked if I stole it. Answered no. He demanded I open my backpack. Fearing assault, I did. "Thank you sir. Have a nice day sir"


Penis acted like he had never done anything wrong before in his life

s**t I could not imagine a Chinese woman accusing a black boy of stealing a backpack.




Extroverts look at situations and decide how they want to change it. Then they try (and sometimes succeed) to get what they want


Extroverts feel little or no fear. That is sometimes good or bad, for them


Introverts, pick your battles


If you try to improve a situation, you might make it worse





The dipshit that lives with me makes too many gross spitting noises. It insists I do whatever it wants immediately



Wish I joined the military s**t

I love and loved flags because I love vexilology.

Hope my son is not seriously ill but if he is I want to know so we can give immediate treatment
Waiting fr the results

I sure hope he's ok, Blooie. My thoughts are with you, one parent to another.

12 hours left... i hope ill actually be strong enough for this...

Allergic to Rolando's perfume

It's sweaty gross paws

Jamal's better at aikido



Destroyed my "life" a long time ago

No potential

Flipping burgers

Scrub toilet

Going nowhere

f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat

Itchy ears

Nothing to do all day long

Tomorrow rain forecasted

No school, no work, no friends, no $$, no future, no IQ,

Literally waiting for the next meal


Idle hands are a devil's workshop

Just don't do anything wrong




Innovation, invent, discover, creativity, explore, learn, build, cook


Splitting fine hairs


Lil penis get away with everything and I get away with nothing


f**k Amy Lee b***h

f**k Rolando Morales
.f**k Kayla feder aikido of Berkeley

f**k uc Berkeley yongmudo doctor Norman link

f**k Sally ho

f**k Gail hetler

So we won't win the treble this year.

Mum said my cat was dying and she says she only said that because the cat is old but the cat was making sounds which sounded like a death rattle.

I was thinking some triumphalist thoughts about football and some private thoughts about my art but that's all gone now.

Can't even focus on art because that risks - bad moods and stuff and I'm not going to deal with that right now.

I'm considering rekindling my inclination and interest to music... And see if I can switch back to visuals.

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This is weird, it happened last fall, but has come to a head this month because I am getting three new Spanish-speaking clients.

I am not fluent, but I can get through most of my work related stuff with clients who speak only Spanish. Spanish has been my only other language regularly used for many years now. I think in Spanish when with others speaking Spanish.

Last summer, I went to Quebec to go canoeing and figured I better brush up on my French. I studied and could pull up much of what I had learned years ago. I practiced in the drive there (over four days). When I got to Quebec and had to use the French, the only language in my head was Spanish. It took a huge amount of effort to speak French and transition out of Spanish. Exhausting.

Now I have three new clients to speak to, and all that is in my head is French. Even things like hello, how are you, how can I help you, etc. - in my head they are French. I struggle for the Spanish words.

The very weird way my brain works!

It's done as of just over half an hour ago. I hope she's at peace now.

Should I submit my controversial work to writing group?

Considering work that is more situated for people with profound neurological difficulties

What's so controversial about it?

I bet it's sort of similar to a cross between the "Basketball Diaries" and "Ulysses."

Maybe I am happier not posting here and becoming forgotten?