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I am scowling because some bleeping animal, probably a possum, but might have been the mocking birds, ate almost all my jaboticaba berries. I got to eat four today. There were dozens. I have to figure out if it is worth the trouble to net up the whole tree, there are more berries on the way, but that is laborious and my ankle is still in a boot.

Some random, unspecified, nonsensical stuff.

If not that, the rant inducing stuff at the back of my mind is simply edging itself closer and closer. Because I'm not so patient with myself, because I don't fricking accept that it's happening, and because I don't let go of that very thing that I already have yet being denied of.

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A squirrel got into my house yesterday.

Luckily, the squirrel only caused minor damage. It could have been much worse.

Sorry about the berries, BlazingStar. That must have made you Blazing! LOL

I want popcorn.

Being me.

I'm frustrated in a rated R way, but not gonna do anything like that.

Missing having my boyfriend to talk to too.

Basic training menstruation, sensory overload

Friendly fire, civilian casualty

"The Brady bunch"

Closure

Effort justification

Sunk costs

Confirmation bias

Extroverts primary motivator is greed; introverts fear

Nervous, nerve damage, anxiety, fear

Shaketable

f**k mister redelings

Each lil dipshits only representative himself or herself. Even if and , especially if, they have the nerve to call himself or herself ", people"

f**k Amy Lee scheel b***h


Human behavior is not as predictable as it appears

Join military



Wasting away "life"


Carbon dating

Fingerprints

Allergic to Rolando's perfume.

Take the lil penis to the allergist to see if I am allergic to the 250 pound lardass (no sizeism intended)



Some ass holes sweat so much in aikido that you would think they ran a marathon


But all that idiot Rolando did was change clothes and flap his trap


Jamal has a better personality but Jamal moved to new Mexico


Rolando won't. shut his trap and he acts like every thought and emotion that goes through his ugly fat head, is the latest greatest scientific invention


Jeanne Courtney acted like she knew everything and she had never done anything wrong before


f**k Jeanne Courtney

SaveFerris,

I would.
Though I think I'm going to have to clear my mind a bit.
My ex is still there.

Also, I have some past trauma that comes up sometimes related to that which at times has me confused and feeling guilty when I do that.

I know you didn't know this though.

I'm trying to be clean on this thread on this topic. It's hard to be specific on here.

^
Say no more , I was trying to be PG about it

Didn't know about your trauma otherwise I wouldn't of said anything.

You're good.
Perhaps I could go in the R-rated part of these forums.

....

Naw.
I'm not really sure why that's there.

Looking at various objectives as to how to get my foot in the door occupational wise as well, maintain my sense of integrity and honor

I've made a slight career shift.

If I can get the flower shop job, I'm going to ask for the full time one no matter how hard it is. Then writing will be a hobby instead.

It's a five minute drive by car, though in nicer weather I might be able to walk.

I'm hoping to go to the shop very soon. I vowed two months ago to get a job before summer.

Football is making me feel as if we've been dumped...

(or at least how I've read it, despite being aspie I've always been the dumper)

Good job there's an 'ex' who actually loves us to go back to.

Last night was good.