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Fear of homeless

Paranoid of poverty

Regret not panhandling and wasting more time looking for a job



Take a drop (or teaspoon) of Rolando's sweat to the allergist to see if I am allergic

But then what?

Sometimes I don't feel safe physically or emotionally

Sometimes the sense of security, is too high, low, or equal. To the situation. But you can't measure the correct amount. And it is constantly changing


Involuntary, subconscious, natural,

second nature, reflexive, reaction


There is nothing to do

Feel like should have self actualized

STEM, friends, . What the flying f**k ever

Drive a car, cook, fix house, computer, sew,

Write a book

s**t I turn 36 in two weeks and

If I haven't succeeded yet, I am not going to


Be practical

Right now I should be thinking about working flipping burgers or scrubbing urinal

Maslow's hierarchy




Mister redelings is not on Maslow's hierarchy unless he hires me for a job. Or if I write a book about the lil penis


Because of mister redelings, do not feel like I can trust anyone

Distant

Risk versus reward

Overcomplicate

Oversimplifying



My only friend told me that, her friends cat kicked the bucket. The friends friend got drunk and played video games until 2:30 am and the friend had to take the last bus home


She told me that it was an extreme situation, but she has a lot of friends and they have a lot of friends and family and pets. Everything drops dead sooner or later.


Wish I had friends

Not online.


But ass holes keep

flaking

Making judgmental statement (positive and negative)


micromanage

dog

interrupted

calling themselves "most people"







Saying "what" and "huh " like they are the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me"


Homophobic

Simpletons

Superficial

the strange thing about the encounter was the tremendous feeling of relief? validation? that surprised feeling when you go to shove a sticky door and it gives way unexpectedly? when the DROM told me I was right.

Distraaaacted.

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It seems like at least once a week, if not more often, somebody posts a complaint about the Wrong Planet message board and makes it sound like they are never going to post here again. Often those same people will be back posting again in a week or two, which is something of a relief since I guess it makes me sad that they might never come back again. But I suppose if they don't find it pleasurable any more maybe it is better to just leave.

Are Aspies all drama queens? No offense intended to anyone, I'm just pondering here. I guess that's only to be expected when anxiety, especially social anxiety, is frequently a co-morbid condition, and the tendency to have meltdowns is a common characteristic.

I have noticed the drama queen tendency in myself from time to time. It's one reason I had to quit Facebook: I would get in these big debates with other people and my heart would start pounding and the next post felt like a life-or-death situation. It's a bit of a relief to know that I'm not the only one who gets overwhelmed by and fed up with online interaction. Someday maybe I'll be the one doing a big dramatic post about how I'm leaving because I just can't take it any more.

There are a lot of fake accounts on here, Zinnia. Many of those people are actually the same person posting over and over again with different usernames. I can't begin to interpret the pathology behind why they want this type of attention, but they do. There are patterns in what the fake people say which usually includes: a) insulting autistic people by pretending to have an abusive, autistic partner b) being autistic and having some sort of major catastrophe happening which also demeans autism, c) spreading sexist and political propaganda or d) getting their kicks talking about sexual scenarios in lurid detail.

Of course, this doesn't account for everyone and there are good people joining as well. Just beware of the patterns.

I am thinking about going golfing. Why? Because it looks like another fun hobby. I'd like to do something else besides reading, video games, and movies. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I'd only hope that the more comfortable season's weather lasts a little longer -- before the draught and heat waves, before the storms and floodings...

Before the days that walking outside even for half an hour can become painful or health risky to stay at such weathers of the seasons.
Before I have to pay for the fare everyday just to go to places without those risks.
Before the days I'm no longer allowed to walk outside all day long before I tire myself enough, lest I'd risk my health and put others into worry -- then possibly paying the price for just strolling for hours end.

But it'll end soon. It's evitable every year like any other years just like before.

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I wish wine wasn't so expensive in this awful country.

To kill or not to kill the landline phone.

I’d keep it in case of emergency.

Pay the bare minimum.

Especially if mobile service is spotty during storms.