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It's generally one of my favourite holidays. Not because I drink but because I'm proud of what my ancestors went through and because I love Ireland.

Generally I spend it learning about history, listening to music, maybe soberly going to a party, doing crafts etc.

Today I can't be bothered to do anything as academic as studying. Spent the day watching us score a last minute winner (a Scottish club but established by an Irishman, traditionally supported by a lot of Irish, and I'm Republican enough to say run by one too, Lenny wouldn't claim to be 'Ulster'), then listening to mostly Irish folk music with a bit of pop as well.

I'm (literary) geeky enough to prefer Bloomsday though.

I dont want to go to work tomorrow

My cousin’s wife is Irish American but she loves Russian culture/history
So she taught herself russian n travelled there


She has an extremely beautiful face esp Eyes
Her pArents are nice although her dad is unhappy she changed her religion it’s his right to be, and her mom is a nurse so of course she is a superior human being to most ppl

I should email her fr today
Except a Russian + Irish mix i could write it in russian using google translate

A need to get back to studying because my finals will be this Tuesday.

I failed to cope with anything

Plenty of precious lil ", people" successfully coped with:. Disability, disease, poverty, crime,

Many problems much worse than mine

And they did it quickly and without undue effort

They have jobs, go to school, friends

I am emotionally fragile

Sooner or later, bad things happen and I fail to cope

f**k mister redelings

Last week I was 36

Old as f**k

40 is age discrimination at work


Some articles claim that women over 40 have a higher risk of down syndrome babies


It's pretty much way too late to succeed or do jack s**t


Large gaps in work history


Some 36 years old are Dr, lawyer, engineer

35 minimum, president

Parents, the whole nine yards


I am so incompetent


No boyfriend or spouse

One friend

She has monopoly, like PGE and East Bay Mud

Mudslide

You hoo

Morphogen

Archetype

Stereotype

Catalyst

Amy lee scheel b***h had the nerve to tell me that she would tell me whenever I did something she did not like and the c**t expected me to change immediately drastically permanently cheerfully


While when she did something I did not like, "people do it all the time!". She was not even willing to entertain the notion prospects concept idea stattement that that b***h was anything but perfect



The current friend told me she wants me to tell her if she does something annoying


But I feel reluctant

"Beggars can't be choosers"


If she dumps me, I go from one to zero friends


She goes from 100 to 99






But whatever I have had zero friends before. So what? "Life" goes on

Thinking About therApy session that is scheduled for tomorrow night
Will it make things worse as it already has before (last week)? Bringing up the old incidents and beliefs to uncover monsters, shifting sediment and expecting the waters not to get muddy

Pretty sure my depression is coming back yet again

I just saw a spider. A big one. It startled me at first. Now I feel like a hypocrite for saying people shouldn't be afraid of spiders (unless they really are the dangerous kind).

(((D&D)))

dragonsanddemons sorry to hear your going through a great deal of difficulty at this time..

Got another job offer and i have no idea what to do. My current job is being a lawyer intern and i cant say its going well though one of the lawyers is super supportive.