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My mind is hurt. I don't want to have to be this way.
I'm not feeling very well today.

Seriously doubt there is a method to get friends

Some things should go without saying

But there could be an infinite number of things

You can't list every single one



Written friendship contract

Control freak, formal, business

Nobody has to take it

If they do, you don't know what they want in return

There is no bribery or extortion

Paranoid that if I told someone not to do something, they will purposely do it more, to spite me




For example I hate it when ass holes act like every thought and emotion that goes through their head is the latest greatest scientific invention. Then when I say the slightest thing, they have the nerve to grunt "huh" and "what" like it is the etiquette equivalent of "excuse me"


Amy lee scheel b***h repeatedly interrupted me to ask what I was going to say next


Tell the lil c**t to say "excuse me"

Of course not. She won't take it


She told me that she would tell me when I did something she did not like and she expected me to change, immediately permanently drastically cheerfully


She was not even willing to stop jaywalking for me


For me?


It's illegal



When I told her that she was like "people do it all the time"

Correct


The only things people do not do all the time, that she did, were her invention

Then if she invented something she would have patented it






s**t like, she left the bathroom floor wet and I was going inside


She cancelled a lot of times


"Cool" this and "sucks" that.


She/ they have a huge f**k ego




They truly believe that every time they are not happy, someone must have violated their stupidass "rights"



Rolando is a lil penis


I told Rolando when daylight savings time was


Because I did not want the penis to be late


But the lil penis was like "how did you know?"



Internet search, ass hole!


Dipshits act so uppity and indulgent

But compliments are just as judgmental as insults


Lil f**k head truly believe that I am intellectually challenged





s**t I should not have told him that I was autistic


Even though the penis is a high school special education teacher, he has as many misconception about autism, as Warren


But that is not fair to Warren because he is a structural engineer


But autism is Rolando Morales b***h's field and he still doesn't know anything about it



Autism is not Warren's field and he doesn't know anything about it


Awkward





Breasts feel large and heavy

what happened to make "what" and "huh" so important to you?

Ten years ago, I struggled with learning songs on the guitar and the idea of creating my own art felt daunting because of the artistic expectations.

Ten years later, I hardly ever pick up my guitar and I don't even touch a drawing pencil.

Why was I even born?

Distracted.
This week, there were no day offs and more overtime. As in, working for 12 hours on certain days. And so, so, just for this week alone, I've worked for... Over 74 hrs. And my head is starting to hurt at night.
Didn't I mention that I got no day off the whole week? I have to go to work after about less than 9 hours from now. I have to wait another Saturday to actually have a day for myself.

Hopefully time would flail itself funny this month, and find myself at the holiday's half end of the holy week soon.

Ah, the Holy Week. I've been looking forward to it.
No, not the religious stuff -- I mean the really quiet and deserted city streets for a day or a few. Yes... Closed off stores and malls, near nonexistent passerby vehicles, no crowds, almost no one outside on the streets... In the whole city -- because everyone is either at home, someone else's home, or in a church -- for both religious and superstitious reasons.
Oh, also there's no TV or radios for most part, chances that subtly 'hearing' signals would mean less noises. And since most public places are closed off - it means less electronics, less other subtle noises. Less encumbrance... Less stress... Less annoyance...

Ahh I can already imagine.
Only the wind, the birds if they pass by or sing, the sun's light at day and where it reflects, the vast spaces without occupied spaces constantly moving itself, my body and it's movement, my thoughts... I'd just hope that it doesn't rain.
Truly a holy week indeed. Best days for me to contemplate on my own terms, rest and enjoy on top of it.

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Todavía soy algo de un misántropo: I am still something of a misanthropist.

>~<"=_= HATE the non-amicable ironic tone with which the phrase 'buddy' is used. And ppl wonder why I don't 'allow' anyone to be my friend?.

That I can't even go on WP anymore without hearing the latest quack doctor's "discovery" on what supposedly causes autism.
I thought WP was a place where we can feel accepted for being who we are. I was wrong, as usual.

It's hard to believe it's been 10 years since I first came to this site. But now it's just full of politics and hatred and self-hatred and I'm deeply sick of it. The site has deteriorated. But then again, it's nearly impossible for a long-running site not to.

This article: https://everydayfeminism.com/2014/10/savior-complex-toxic-relationship/

This article too: https://www.instyle.com/lifestyle/maintenance-sex-in-relationships

This is written for (presumably straight) women, but I think it is relevant to gay or straight men and women alike.

Its exactly TWO WEEKS till the premiere of GAME OF THRONES Season 8!! !! !! !

Morelos makes me laugh

There was this guy in Cork and he had a tattoo and I’m not sure if it was a tattoo or a load of spots

My stepdad labels emails exactly the same way that spam emails do

Celtic fans don’t have a favourite ref

I think the official RSC in my hometown shut down

Why do people look down on tracksuits

Mum forgets what I went through in my home town

Dunno if this guy fancies me or is just trying to be nice, he keeps making an effort to talk to me

Paranoid of rape or physical assault

Hate Rolando.

Counselor Jeanne Courtney asked me if there were any groups of people that I am uncomfortable with.

She then told me to spend more time with, them



That is a really good point for mister redelings

It was not his choice he is "uncomfortable"

And he dealt with his discomfort the best way he knew how


His inner circle is not subject to racial quota or affirmative action. It is not Lowell high School

If he was "uncomfortable" with gay people, he could ignore them

That is not illegal

There are some people that you should be uncomfortable with

Homophobic simpletons

Republicans

You can't measure how uncomfortable you should be

Discomfort could be natural, involuntary, subconscious



And Jeanne Courtney correctly told me that homophobia is a really big deal breaker for friends

However

her definition of homophobia was different from his

beggars can't be choosers. I had no friends

it was San Diego 2006. Plenty of homophobics

sometimes people change

there could be other really big things


Jeanne Courtney and mister redelings we're similar more than different


They both looked nice and normal and trustworthy

They were wrong about something so basic

And I overestimated their skill

Pattern recognition versus globalization

They told me "did you get mad at Dave when he refused to call you by your boys name". "You are annoyed"

Do not tell me my reaction


Tell me what you did wrong


Ass holes



They both tried to make it a personal favor


Jeanne was in control because of process notes and 75 bucks


So it was like I had to persuade her. Not vice versa


Mister redelings was just my friend, but I initiated all interactions. So he had more power.


Neither penis even bothered apologizing for what they did wrong

But they had no problem apologizing for things that were not their fault


Both of them could have looked it up in the dictionary

This article: https://everydayfeminism.com/2014/11/questions-stop-asking-homeless-people/