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I'm thinking about this article:
https://everydayfeminism.com/2014/04/multi-tasking-stifles-well-being/

Ways to get my mom to see a therapist.

Look. This being the decade when I have realized how the decade has been defined by social media, I'm going to say this as part of my 'program' to disengage more so from this forum as I have '7cups'.

There are parts of this forum which are very disappointing in terms of the behaviour and topics ppl 'gather/center' around..

https://youtu.be/yZlRU1-Ev_w?t=211

The 'pointless thread of death'....=_= seriously?; existentialism became passe ~70+ yrs ago. Cognitive responsiblity, I dare to say this as someone who when it comes to anxiety leans more towards OCD than depression which yes, I admit to not really understanding in terms of experience but seriously sometimes the the dosage and timing are the only things which distinguish one emotion from another and I find that obsessing over evaluating life/ information results in consistently more 'firm' outcomes if your dedicated to commitment and caring. Cognitve distortions; cognitive distortion prevention.

But whatever..you don't clearly don't have to take it from a guy who 'deep down' sees a lot of mental health improvement patterns as 'extensions' supposedly improved, more empirically reliable and less politicized than the Catholic confessional which for centuries was one of the only things ppl could rely on to the chagrin of (sexual, racial, genetic) minorities and the insidious embedding it had on language (Spanish: guilt/fault=culpa, apology-~un-guilting'-~=disculpa,piety/pity=piedad..lo siento--*I feel*--sorry,espera=wait (present tense)/hope etc)...

It's not just how grossed out I was when I saw how ppl like Ligotti which grossed me out even more after the audiobook trash which was 'the conspiracy against the human race' where a fool utterly makes an arguable 'a priori' like mistake of how long before coming across the philosophical pessimism which makes for the basis of consciousness (which is something I can fairly agree on), the human structures almost any of us all obligated to interact within would likely and maybe with apathy, kill us long before coming to that '(anti-)breakthrough' (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DyitF-6tBu4)---it's how even after I come at it from a point of understanding even going beyond say my resentment towards Caucasians, it's how often it seems that ppl are taking things for granted.

Freedom. Most of my problems come from the labour market. All my problems come from the labour market. I'm going to need to interact with jacka-- neuronormatives once again after the meditation retreat.

I will see if I can drop one more thing on this site before Toronto tomorrow.

Someone who I really care about hasn't posted anything on social media since late October/early November of last year and it's really got me concerned for her well-being. It's just not like her to go this long of a period without posting anything anywhere.

A couple of months ago, a penis told me that someone "stole" his backpack. He asked me if I "stole" his backpack. Answered "no". He "asked" me to open my backpack so he could see if any of his s**t was in it

No search warrant

But I did because I was afraid he had a gun

There was only one of him, and it was daylight and in a familiar location

But I could not imagine me, a Chinese woman, asking a black boy to open his backpack

But what if he thought something inside my backpack was his? Or if he did not think that, but told me that anyways


Thankfully he stopped bothering me


Seriously there is something wrong with everything I could have done


When I was 12, I wrongfully accused someone of stealing my backpack


At least four of them physically assaulted me at the bus stop


Scared as f**k


Double standards


But that was in middle school.

Different situation


But it just seems like dipshits get away with a lot of s**t


And I get wrongfully convicted

Vodka.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g5nP4tiBkRU -- Buddhavipassana meditation centre, Toronto.

Something the diversity of this site has proved to the contrary:

I f---g HATE >_< "=_= that stereotype that Aspergerites are 'nerdy'. Dumba-- neuronormatives.

Thinking of going to the cinema tomorrow..

To keep or not to keep my professional affiliation, which I'll never use again.

That is the question.

It's expensive, and today is the deadline.