Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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My Dyspraxia

Forgot my evening pills last night and woke up with palpitations 2 hours early.

I can't tell if an implausible amount of enthusiasm means someone is trying too hard to be kind, or is mocking me. I'm pretty good about picking up on sarcasm, but this kind of sarcasm has a grey zone between "that's embarrassingly sweet" and "that's obviously mocking." Also in the middle is, "that's genuine kindness, but they must think I'm pathetic if they think that will make me happy!"

Anxiety

A friend who was helping me clean out the kitchen cupboards stole my coffee jar, then her husband threw it out she didn't even ask me she just took it

Teachers at our art academy were given the feedback to be more critical. And oof they were brutal today, it was just downright mean.

We had to present our work and ask three questions about it. Me, who has pretty diverse work but not really any questions for it wasn't really fond of the assignment, but I did it anyways.

Now I'm not good at presenting myself, let alone over Zoom! So I had a bit of of trouble wording myself, but this guest teacher sat here constantly interrupting me and not letting me finish which was rude and annoying!

We all had questions prepared, but none of our questions were really contextual, mine included. I was trying to think of new questions, but the teacher was constantly interrupting and talking through me.

I was asking for tips on how to improve my presentation and explaining how I'm not much of a talker, but didn't get any further help.

At one point she blatantly said she's probably being harder on me because I was the only guy in the group.

Just taking any of this with a grain of salt, she had some good points too, I admit, but the way she didn't let me finish a single sentence just pissed me off. I'm just happy I didn't get angry because I was feeling a combination of uncomfortable and annoyed.

Sometimes I'm really questioning my study decisions. Online class definitely isn't helping.

This is the second time a teacher gave me a hard time for my "personality"

Last time, I randomly thought of something funny as my thoughts are always all over the place which can be distracting. Anyways, I started smirking and this teacher asked what was so funny and I tried explaining to her that I am "very busy in my head" as I didn't know the exact English translation, and she told me to be "busy with her class"

C'mon bruh, we're at a bachelor's degree and I'm trying my best to be a normal functioning adult despite my flaws why are these teachers so aggressive man smh

I’m sooooo physically tired, I had a very hard time last night, I was in pain, I was uncomfortable, I went to the bathroom almost every hour. I had colitis I didn’t drink coffee today, I can’t have caffeine when I have colitis. I got sooo tired around 4PM, I keep yawning. I did do something that made me happy, I scooped my cat litter box.

Unexplained aches and pains all through my body. Pains caused my keeping calm and carrying on. Pains caused by trying out stoicism.

I've become so tired of falling asleep at my computer while I'm trying to do things that I've resorted to taking caffeine.

I can't talk to my mom anymore.

Anxiety

Chest pains.

Virtue signalling on Facebook, by people who have been pretty rotten to me.

Mother.

Iamouttacoffee

I had a meltdown earlier today as I was eating breakfast.