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The end of the world or the end of my life.

Kind of surprised that Kayla feder b***h did not tell Rolando Morales penis to tell me to leave the building

It's been since July and I have not $$$

Rolando Morales penis's mouth goes flap flap flap



Ass hole doesn't deserve to be called a person




Ozben feleks dog reminds me of u SD locker room

It could have been worse



But idiots act like I got everything I wanted


Wrong


4 ass holes at UCSD had a meeting

The maintenance man, later, told me that I was not supposed to be in the men's room


Apparently only four idiots got the memo


That the men's locker room counterintuitively includes women


Any idiot at aikido could bring a dog


Dog owner shock collar


Electrocuted




Some countries eat dogs


There should be a new law making it legal to shoot any dog that barks at or bites you, with a gun



Some ass holes treat dogs better than they treat other people



Hormone replacement therapy

Promise me that all those rude, apathetic, disrespectful ppl who stopped changing during their mid-teens will evaporate in such a shift in labour and you might be onto something.

https://raisethehammer.org/article/3626 ... come_pilot

Only cowards wait until someone is dead to rip into him. I know I said I wouldn't talk about football but it's true in other things too.

I'm seriously considering what to wear. It's interesting, since I allowed myself to just wear boy clothes, I've become quite fashion conscious. I'm trying to work out whether all black is what has to be aimed at or whether a bit of colour is ok. I have literally got 5 pairs of trousers - not sure if that is a lot or not many but my stepdad has dozens of pairs.

Today for me will be about Cesar and I find it interesting that us youngsters misspell his name. A guy who was known as 'he has a car' conquered Europe in football terms. Wouldn't happen today. Even back then, they were from unusually humble stock.

I'm going to stay quiet and let the older guys talk. They're the ones with memories.

I want to get into my book but somehow spent last night online again

An 'less romantic' take on non-Western U.S. gold rushes

'Gold' with Matthew Mcconaughey not 'Fool's gold'..

shoehorn reminders of 'Blood diamond' and 'The rundown' for other reminders of transnational mineral exploitation and consequent desolation.
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I can see *West* African cuisine catching on the same way Indian food has when it comes to the ambience and business efforts of restaurants and such. What could it mean for black ppl identity politics when this 'holds to par' with the popularity of Caribbean food?. Soul food as well.

Proleptic penitent.

I saw on TV where an oriental doctor taught massage by having the student massage a bag of barley until it was dust; then the student was allowed to approach a human.

Obviously you've already got a lot going for you re massage but I thought this little thing might interest you.

I don't want to think about it...So I am doing my best to avoid that for now.

I feel hated.

I don't hate you.

I think older women resent younger women. All my adult life, I've had older women resent me. Especially in the workplace.

Joke is I'm butch and I don't really like men especially older men (I mean sexually which is what old women are afraid of - me taking all the old blokes). But because I'm not ugly or because I'm not elderly or because I prefer male company in a platonic sense, women hate me.

I can't stand most women. Seriously. If you're like me, an ex tomboy who grew up and became butch (same thing as tomboy just grown up - I've known straight women like that I just can't think of a word which isn't patronising for them), I'll be your friend. If you're my age or younger and hot, I'll date you. If you're related to me, I love you - that's two women cos my step sisters are b*****s. But I can't stand old feminine straight women.

I think in general a lot of older people look down on the younger generation. Men and women. They think every young person is a lazy spoiled brat who feels entitled to whatever they want, and some homely females do in fact get jealous of pretty females and treat them like s**t just for being pretty (calling them sluts or saying "she only cares about her looks!" And things like that).

It's pretty sad.

Yeah which is such nonsense when I'm practically gay and butch and the only reason I have long hair is that I can't be bothered to get it cut short. I never wear makeup and go about in tracksuits. I'm the last person to care about my looks. To the point where I need to remember that health and hygiene are important so regular bathing and tooth brushing is important.

An old guy yesterday was patronising me. He was obsessed with how I don't remember the sixties so I had to 'respect' him. I'm tired of that attitude. Especially since I look young so I don't feel I can command it from those who are my juniors even though I'm 30 and in my teens, I respected 30 somethings.

I don't get why certain people think that because they've seen other people do things, they're worth respecting themselves. I respect the people who achieved it. I don't respect some guy who happened to be around at the same time. But the social expectation is that I do. The pretence is that they're the golden generation...

And they resent young people for not having homes of our own. It's not our fault the economy failed. I did try very hard for a job. I treated it like a specialist interest. I got ill on the back of that. I have a vocational MA because I wanted a job so much. But the thing is, I can't work, the government decided that. And I can't afford my own place. I do pay rent and I do help out in my home.

A lot of millennials live at home because of the price of houses. A lot of English millennials are in debt because they can't afford uni but jobs require degrees these days. A lot of millennials can't afford to get married or - shock horror - don't see the benefit of marriage.

And I'm fed up of us being treated like children because of it.

And for that matter, I'm fed up of children and teenagers being disrespected. Just because someone doesn't remember something or can't do something, doesn't mean they have to respect youse.

I had to go to the supermarket today as I'd run out of food and it's Sunday. I saw the son of a former friend with his GF, they ignored me but smirked and sniggered and got to feel superior for a few seconds. Public places have become harder to navigate since being diagnosed, nobody warns you about that.
I went on my first group ride yesterday. It was a nice mix of people but again, there was the social aspect to navigate. There was a cafe stop halfway through and tea at the end. I did my best, but kept catching one guy looking at me strangely, obviously he noticed that I was different. Other people will have noticed too but didn't dwell on it, we're there to ride bikes after all.
Woke up today tired, home a mess, rain outside, no internet, needing to touch base, see what other autistic people are saying.

I'm trying to figure out how to tell someone I don't want a hug without hurting feelings.

I love cute animals and not-so-cute ones. Most people love dogs and cats, but if I talk about insects or Komodo dragons people want to change the topic. I don't get bothered by animals that most people would consider creepy.

Mum reckons people choose which animals to eat based on how cute they are.

Which doesn't make sense cos lambs and chicks are cute.