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Free Comic Book Day is not as fun as I hoped it would be.

Both Mayhew and Baker were sour pusses , met them twice....Dave Prowse is okay , I guess.

Rusty Goffe is nice , same with Jeremy Bulloch.

The engine of a film.

Brain feels damaged and on "off" mode.

Physically weak, mentally slow, emotionally fragile, socially awkward, financially broke, academically stupid

Resources, including $$, limited and rapidly dwindling

There will always be an infinite number of things that could happen, that I don't have the resources to deal with

An infinite number minus a small number is still an infinite number

An infinite number minus a large number is still an infinite number

As usual, ate too f*****g much

Aversion therapy

Electroconvulsive therapy





There is nothing left to do in "life"


Breast reduction surgery

Breast cancer


Euphemism


Precious lil "people"

Facade

Veneer

Imposter


There are a lot of things that most idiots do


Frequency intensity duration


Common


That I hate


Nasty surprise after nasty surprise




No goal

Job

Hobbies

Friend


Published

Everything seems too hard



Executive processing dysfunction

Sometimes I wonder why no one brought up the subjects of triggers and intrusive thoughts in a more neutral or even positive contexts.
While I understand that negative things tend to be talked about, usually either out or urgency or a need for solution.


My intrusive thoughts are random either useless or funny, and my 'triggers' brought mostly funny thoughts and reactions than negative ones.
Sometimes my thoughts are stuck over a thought or a scenario I kept laughing over and over even if the rational sides says 'stop having fun now pls!'

Instead of worries and wary like most posters here it seems -- I get 'tickles' and giggles for a 'trigger' reaction way more often than the former.
Instead of defensiveness and avoidance, I get mischief and temptation. I'm holding back temptation Depends which side of me screams louder -- if I were to scold myself or encourage myself or just get annoyed, whatever.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Waking up banned or dead

Waiting on my sister-in-law to see of she's gonna be reliable.
Also, I don't like TV.
It's annoying.
I also hate being around it sometimes.

Hunter garstin

Staff sergeant Travis Mills

Post traumatic stress disorder

Sit com reenactment

Theatrical production rehearsal

Acceptance

Think outside the box

Think inside the box

Pimple

Spinal injury

Car crash

Lamaze

Nascar

Exothermic

Osteoporosis

Court mandated financial reparations

Domestic violence

Love

Indulgent

Vague

Misleading

Forget

Double standards

Incite a riot

Should not have to be perfect

Wrong major

Wheelchair

Appetite gone haywire

Invisible and ignored

Counseling


Lil dipshits act like every slightest thing is hilarious

Gasping for air

Hurt my ears

And feeling

The woman with short hair in aikido

Said her husband injured her

And the head instructor let her sleep in the women's dressing room

How ridiculous

She could be unsafe

She could make people unsafe

Building security and dirty

Daveed boy took over half hour in the bathroom

"Care" this and "important" that



Psychobabble



Doctor rehl

Roli roti

Pager duty

Shakespeare theater

Ray Deng




Tired of gorging

Aversion therapy


Electrocution



Rolando Morales penis acts like I am intellectually challenged


Warren pottebaum does too but subtle



Rolando does not think before he flaps his fat trap



He just tried to be as "nice" , "encouraging", "building community" at a time




Will Letchworth penis. Five year uchi deshi. Shodan


f**k that ass hole


"You need to bow in"

Condescending




Penis, say "excuse me" instead of "what", to me




Calloused



You are like a dog that needs a shock collar, leash, muzzle






You too ozben felek b***h

Strongly considering getting a tattoo or two. Dragon scales over the area on my thigh where I like to self-harm and have some scarring from it, and/or something like this on my upper arm...



I've been considering this for quite some time, it's definitely not just a spur-of-the-moment "oh, this might be cool" thing, but I'm not one hundred percent sure I really want to actually do it. Plus it'd probably be pretty expensive.

Twists and turns... And sniffles.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
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Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Slept from 9 to 6:30. Exhausted. This is not unusual.

36 is old and getting worse rapidly

Was never too great to begin with

s**t

Brain tired.

Idiots

Judgmental

Wrong assumptions

Full of false confidence

They act like they are absolutely important, morally innocent, the latest greatest thing since sliced bread

Only so many things can be "important"

Neural pathways

Same thought over and over

Mister redelings
Homophobia
Autism
Depression
Suicide
Precious lil "people"
Structural engineer
$$$$
Court mandated financial reparations
Counseling

Manipulation



Move forward
Job
Hobby
Friend
Goal



Publication


Pulitzer prize

Hoping to find serenity even if it means moving across the damned continent, cause there tends to be little in the way for me in this territory, unless some employer(s) are able to see one's potential overall

If I ran my very own cute and colorful candy store, this is what I would sell:

Lollipops - Because people SUCK.

Bubble gum - Because people BLOW.

Smarties - Because people are STUPID.

Rockets - Because people need to TAKE OFF.

Fudge - Because I don't know what the FUDGE is wrong with people.

Gummi Bears - Because I can't BEAR to be around people.

Wanting a bite to eat for lunch and spending some time at the gym before class begins later today.