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cathylynn
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19 May 2019, 1:32 am

auntblabby wrote:

back barking at me.

does heat help?

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19 May 2019, 1:47 am

cathylynn wrote:

auntblabby wrote:

back barking at me.

does heat help?

the only definitive help is narcotics. but heat, especially pounding wet heat via jacuzzi, takes the edge off it for a bit. too bad i don't have a jacuzzi nor sufficient water pressure to have a good one installed. the one in my little tin can's shower lacks sufficient pressure so it is mostly heat in this case that has to do. i'll have to see if those consumer ultrasound wands do any good.

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19 May 2019, 5:22 am

Unsure...

That's all I can announce right now.

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19 May 2019, 8:01 am

cathylynn wrote:

auntblabby wrote:

back barking at me.

does heat help?

haha
I thought people were actually barking at Auntblabby or there was a dog called Back who was barking
until I read cathylynn's response and tried to understand what she meant.

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19 May 2019, 4:15 pm

My phone's battery might have passed away.

I feel like it's October or March again, even though none of it was planned. First, it was my bike's chain that broke and now it's my phone. Probably the two important tools that I need during this period as I have to travel and communicate with a lot of people. I feel like my life is slowly falling apart.

Pretty convinced the battery died because I've never charged my phone with a recommended charger, but always with random USB cables and adapters. I still hope I can fix the phone by replacing the battery or something.

The last text I sent was "sleep well", how ironic

I'm on the verge of finishing college, but I have so many assignments on the side that you can consider "homework" in some context, but has nothing to do with college. I'm not even sure if I'm gonna pass the remaining exams as I simply do not have time to work on them. I don't even have time to work on the other assignments.

Starting to notice I've been working waay too much for others and not myself, which isn't wrong because I enjoy helping others and bringing their ideas to life but I'm starting to notice I'm slowly suffering from it.

Was definitely stressed this morning, I walked with a grumpy face past a group of clowns on my way to work today and that really paints a picture of how my life is feeling right now.

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19 May 2019, 8:21 pm

Caesar wrote:

sounds like you're bumping up against a primary truth: our first responsibility is to care for ourselves. if we get sick or burn out or somesuch we're not much use to those folks we enjoy helping. can you put off some of the helping of others until you're caught up on college, which, since you're paying for it and decided to do it needs to have priority.

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19 May 2019, 9:48 pm

Not having much money feels so isolating! Can't hang with friends cause you don't have enough money, can't treat yourself cause you don't have enough money, no vacations cause you don't have enough money, can't go to any events cause you don't have enough money.

At the end it just feels like EVERYTHING in life is directly or indirectly affected by how much money you have and it's sad that a piece of paper with money on it has that much power...

I'm also thinking what would I doooo-ooo-oo for a Klondike Bar?(attempt to cheer myself up...worked a little bit.)

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19 May 2019, 10:42 pm

I woke up early today and started crying because i hate my job so much. I'm so useless and can't do anything. I wish they would just give up on me. I'm so tired of life i am so so tired of being a burden.

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20 May 2019, 5:51 am

I don't even have a job and I am pretty stressed out

Strain

Disturbed.

Exhausted.

Tired of coping

My health is more or less okay

I am not homeless

I am so emotionally fragile that I can't cope with anything

Ghrelin

Leptin

Serotonin

Dopamine

Sometimes counselors at the clinic, don't say anything

Or they say something but they don't know what they are talking about

:roll:

And they think they do

And they expect you to believe whatever they tell you

:mrgreen:

The diving bell and the butterfly

The bell jar

Pulitzer prize

Sometimes I get paranoid

When I leave my house, there are plenty of precious lil "people" I don't want to see

And not many I want to see

Some of them act all buddy buddy

But they are judgmental

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20 May 2019, 9:33 am

Villette, as always.

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20 May 2019, 10:53 am

On moving on... And not looking back.

And..
If I were to take off or remove one of my most potent concept from myself and related closer to my core. Namely, the concept of Hope in my life... Hmm...
If it's possible to pass it onto someone, yeah, I'd definitely pass this to someone who needs it more than I do. But... Who? :twisted:

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21 May 2019, 6:16 pm

How do scammers live with themselves?

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21 May 2019, 8:01 pm

"I don't want to! I wanna go solo!"
But, but...
"I don't wanna make you cry!"
Eeeeeeee --
"Eeeeeeeeeehhh dunno!! ! Hfurhifiwhheujjcirdkjej"

I'm kinda flustered right now... Because, today and -- and people. :lol:
Still clueless as heck on how to do this again. Even if I've done this already. But I don't wanna 'mimic' even if it was, well, ME a year ago or so!!.. :compress:

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21 May 2019, 8:29 pm

Dinner pigeons walking itching cracking weather time

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22 May 2019, 12:02 am

Someone told me it's not true that I can't ever have a girlfriend but my mind keeps telling me it is indeed true that I can't ever have a girlfriend.

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22 May 2019, 12:26 am

Marknis wrote:

Someone told me it's not true that I can't ever have a girlfriend but my mind keeps telling me it is indeed true that I can't ever have a girlfriend.

depression tells us only the worst possible outcomes.

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