Balance between calloused and smothering. Too "observant" is judgmental. Correct social distance.
Show interest could be good or bad
"Loyal" is a euphemism for "bias"
A friend is someone biased in your favor
s**t I ain't got too many friends
Day in day out
Same thing
Cravings gone haywire
Waiting room
No hope
No future
No friends
No fun
No justice
Entitled lil dipshits
f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat
Homophobia
Itchy
Assumptions
Necessary, subconscious, involuntary
No goal, future, friends, life, job , job skills
Doctor Butler was way too social
She told me that she was going to leave the room and bring back another doctor ("just to say hi ") and a counseling intern
And she did
The doctors left the room
The intern talked to me
The intern left the room and told me to wait for the nurse
The nurse came and left
So I left
Nobody told me to wait for doctor Butler
And I forgot about the prescription
She shook my hand three times
Germs
She was so indulgent
Smothering
Just a little better than condescending
Ate til bloated but didn't go over yet
7:24 pm
The penis just came with joong
What an ass hole
s**t I waited for it
It comes whenever it wants
I don't know when or with what cheap s**t
Treadmill
Hamster wheel
No achievement
Ate the eggs out
One hour bowel movement
Small rocks
Strained
Homophobia
Large apples
LaZy
Want to play with phone all day long s**t
Paranoid of period
Ghrelin and leptin
Body wants to gain weight
extreme hunger anorexic
When friend sees me eat, just fruit and veggies a disproportionate amount of the time
While she ate yogurt and granolas
Cookies
Fried chicken sandwich
Large coffee
But she is fat
And I don't want to be like her in that way
Prader Willi syndrome
She said she gained weight
Coding boot camp
She said she talked to Warren about me
Extroverts,. the bane of my existence
Freedom of speech
You can't eavesdrop idiots phone conversation
No skill or authority
Warren manages to squeeze humor out of every statement and action, like a mister pinches pennies
So what, Warren pottebaum is smart
He still talks too much
Intelligence is nature versus nurture
Intelligence is a job skills, not a moral quality
s**t plenty of precious lil b"people" that are just like me except neurotypical extrovert, have friends and job. Enough to live off of. They are not good at anything. Not even their job. Especially not their job
f**k Jamie Adair
Idiots laugh too much
Rude
Too enthusiastic and energetic
Nothing is magic
f**k Sarah. Last week aikido