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02 Jun 2019, 4:10 pm

I overthink so many things that brain feels like it's pushing the walls of my cranium.


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02 Jun 2019, 4:29 pm

June is Adopt a Cat Month!



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02 Jun 2019, 4:39 pm

Happy Adopt a Cat Month! :cat:


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02 Jun 2019, 5:24 pm

Ways to pay off the rest of my tuition that I still owe for this term.


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02 Jun 2019, 5:47 pm

What is wrong with me? Why am I getting so stressed? Are my stressed? Why can't I explain my feelings? Grrrr!



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02 Jun 2019, 10:14 pm

A need to study for finals, which are one week from tomorrow and not panic before then.


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02 Jun 2019, 10:19 pm

The friend from aikido:

Talks too much and too loudly.

Too enthusiastic

Questions like, shoelace and sleeves :roll:

Loyal to Sarah b***h and Rolando Morales penis

Often sick

Asked about suicide :roll: and anorexia



:mrgreen:


Cory.


Keeps apologizing for things that are not his fault

Pressure me to do things that I don't want to do

Ask questions already answered

Acts like autism on nutrition or whatever

Often does not answer


:ninja:


Safety in numbers

Need friends


Nothing to do for the rest of my "life" s**t


:D


Ate too much, as usual


Cold f**k.s**t

Obsessed with counting servings

Metric units



Join military



Hip hop.



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02 Jun 2019, 10:24 pm

Communication... I don't know why sometimes the words just don't come to me. Someone makes a joke and I can't find the follow-up or counter, greeting someone I know and I can't find the proper default lines, telling a story of something, word sequences get jumbled and I have to pause to recalibrate. Is this what is termed aphasia, or a complete lack of effort?

Life is a glitch and then you die...


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02 Jun 2019, 11:49 pm

.. Something.




If I'm stuck in a rut, or worst -- it felt something heavy and couldn't be lifted. And it's like stressed off on a certain area yet all over the place.
If not, for some reason -- something in my head.. Uhh.. 'Glows'. Something... 'Floats'. And it's 'centered'... Somewhere near the base of my skull????? Or deeper. I don't know.
When my EF is super strong -- something felt awake and refreshed. It literally felt tingly more specially at my left side of my head.

For now, it's the 2nd. And sometimes I felt like there's this weird tug of war between the 1st and 2nd -- fighting against the 1st. It's like fighting gravity. Ah, you can have a lots and sorts of excuses from exhaustion to wants and laziness.
... I kept being pulled down. I couldn't stay 'afloat'.


These weird sensations and 'mood'. I won't specify, but something triggers me to stay longer at the 2nd state for some reason. I just don't know why. It felt a form of willingness than, say, obsession. I couldn't even memorize them all, but a part of me is very, very open to it.
Then when I'm at this state, risk tasking felt less of a resistance, the notion of uncertainty went out of the window. But my morals are still here, my thoughts are still here... Only felt less heavy.

How do I maintain this without having to put on a mental mantra in my head?


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03 Jun 2019, 1:03 am

hurtloam wrote:
Why am I alone? What's so bad about me that I'm bottom if the barrel?

lots of us here are in that situation.



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03 Jun 2019, 8:28 am

Homophobia

My breasts feel large and heavy

Head looks like a woman

Getting worse with age

:cry:

Extroverts are the bane of my existence

:roll: flap their trap :roll:

Talking is not the perfect activity

Idiots talk and laugh too much and too loudly and there are too many of them


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"Life" going nowhere

Idiots use different definitions

Doctor told me that "most adults should" only eat 3 serving of bread and 5 serving veg daily. Instead of 5 and 9, like me

Then she told me, large serving or small serving

Metric system

Serving size according to Food Drug Administration or the package

Her three servings could be more than my five servings


f**k homophobic ass holes


Timid

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03 Jun 2019, 9:19 am

CockneyRebel,

I have the same problem. I overthink things so much it sometimes gives me a headache and the feeling my eyes will pop out of my head.



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03 Jun 2019, 11:04 am

It's all connected.

Also I need to quit thinking about it cos it's making me spend my summer playing CAH instead of doing anything productive.


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03 Jun 2019, 12:21 pm

Edna3362 wrote:
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When my EF is super strong -- something felt awake and refreshed. It literally felt tingly more specially at my left side of my head.
...


I just found out this is what I was referring to;

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brodmann_area_10
.. Literally the area that felt 'refreshed' when there's no sleep problem crap effects interfering my life.


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03 Jun 2019, 2:40 pm

She’s a service dog. She’s not here for your amusement. Leave us alone. :evil:



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03 Jun 2019, 4:22 pm

Some religions don't like birth control, ok most people skip the rules nowadays but there was a time when people had like 12 kids.

Imagine if someone had 26 kids and named them all a name starting with a different letter. Then I'm thinking, what would the names be? What would public reaction be? Would they be on reality TV?


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