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Barb lost her temper with me for not being normal resulting in me crying. She realized the impact of the tone of her words, so she did apologize. I'm still feeling numb and catatonic.

Anxiety

So much to do.

I woke up very sick, dizzy and weak in the night. I tried to go downstairs for water but I was shaking, everything was spinning, and my vision was blacking out into a blur. I had to hold the wall to keep from falling over or collapsing and I didn’t have strength to take another step. I remember thinking I wouldn’t make it back to my bedroom without fainting. I woke up 55 minutes later on the hardwood floor outside my bedroom. I thought I was in my bed but I was shocked to realise I had passed out in the corridor wearing only a tshirt (not to be graphic but I was passed out in the hallway undressed from the waist down and no blanket or anything). I had to crawl to my bed I was shaking so much. I never did get any water.

I slept again but I still feel terrible, shaky, and weak.

Someone please tell me this doesn’t sound Covidy? I had a bit of sore throat last night but nothing major. no other symptoms except exhaustion and burnout.

Update:


My bp is very low ^ and must have been even lower when I fainted.

I rang my doctor just to get her opinion about it all, and she's calling me back within the hour. I'm able to sit up and having orange juice now so I'm sure I'll be OK - it was just pretty scary.

That's so scary, Isa. I hope there's nothing seriously wrong with you.

Do you feel better at all after getting some juice?

I would agree. Probably not COVID.

I hope your doctor gets back to you very soon.

I talked to doctor and I have to go for Covid test.

I've been extremely tired and had a borderline sore throat / glands, and mild headache for a few days. I don't have a fever but I've had chills and general grossness including a weird stomach. I think it's their default response to recommend testing but I do feel like I might have a virus of some sort. I'm still weak and cold and in bed so I'll chat later. I was able to book a test for tomorrow.

Please let us know the results.

Another lonely Friday night.

Someone whom I have never met in person has somehow convinced herself that she has accurately "read" me and is trying to convince me that she knows all there is to know regarding what is wrong with me (mentally, physically, and spiritually), how I could make it all right, and why I should do what she says without question.

Dear Lord, save me from the people who would save me from myself!

Having to listen to people ramble loudly.

Not having any class assignments for the coming week.

I just want to be more productive!

Knowing that one of life's pleasures is no more, soaking in a bubble bath.
I had one yesterday and found it was hard to get out again, it's not even comfortable sitting in it anymore.