What's on your mind right now?

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... Just can't sleep at night, and feel sleepy at day.

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Was thinking if starting the thread and sharing about a time that I took things too literally was a good thread to start or not. Was my writing too long? Should I shorten it? Is my spelling ok as I keep putting wrong letters... Like b instead of v and g etc.

I may need to get up soon.
It's kind of chilly in here.
Some people are nice.
The ones who are near me and rub me the wrong way, I start to get paranoid about. I wonder how to make that better?

Am I really gonna go through with a plan I have?

Umm. I would have to drop an anchor to say what is on my mind right now... Because as soon as I start wtiting and by the time I finish writing, my mind has moved onto several different subjects.

I'm not feeling well.
Little things trip me up.

I know I'm not selfish.

I don't want to see my son lost.

If I have to put him up for adoption, I will.

If my family or the ones I asked can't help or won't, very likely.

I love him.

My God, I do.

Why the hell am I made this way?
I'm tired of people not being understanding toward sensory issues.
I'm tired of society not allowing me to speak out loudly against the rudeness of this.

^^^ i wish i could help you

I had a big aspie experience yesterday, while working. Difficult to explain, but...even though I said nothing...the other person kept say, "You look frustrated" and she said it at least three times and got in my face about it while I was trying to get some information. Then she said "how long have you been working at this job," and I told her about 20 years. She said "then you should know how to do this." I so do not know a good way to handle this. Basically, I blink my eyes slowly a few times, look at her straight on, say nothing. I went in and talked to the client so he would know what was going on and I left. I have no idea why this person was in my face about a very complex issue that few people know the process of. I can't even write a decent English sentence about it.

Thank you, Isabella.

What kind of boating do you do?

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"You look frustrated" is manipulative

They act like they care , but they are implying that you are wrong to feel "frustrated"

A friend told me that I "seem frustrated"

Correct

But the point is, what made me frustrated

The point is not my reaction

Thanks to shortfatuglybald man for your analysis. I think you are correct that I was reacting to the intent behind the words, and the intent was manipulative and/or threatening. I just can't think what the point was. But that is a useful thing for me to think about.

Isabella, I love being out on the water. I am not fond of sailing however. Motor boats have their uses, for fishing and sight seeing and tasting the wind. I hope you can get out today.