Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Ate too much, gaining weight

Someone at the bus stop feigned an attack on me and I tried to block. He did not strike my deformed skeleton. "You thought I was going to do something to you, didn't you?". He proceeded to drink milk and eat. Between bites he barked about "racist mother f*****s" and "will you get away from me please?". I moved off the bus stop bench but still close enough to take the bus. (Maybe I should have gone to a different bus stop. Not far away, but in some situations the next bus stop is 1.5 miles away, or the bus is scheduled to arrive soon, or it is not justified to move to the next bus stop.). "Should I just smack you upside the head right now?". I didn't answer. You know that there is no model answer , and any statement could be misinterpreted. Besides I don't particularly enjoy trying to sit around trying to have a conversation, even in the best waycase scenario. (Vocal cord damage, aphasia, word salad). "Actions speak louder than words.". (Anything could be anyone's "best". They really act like (they believed that) their actions and statements were morally justified. )

A woman on a bike asked if I was Philipino. "Chinese". "Since when are Chinese that dark?". (Her statement was not racist, if I were to have remarked on the wavelength of her scales, she might have erupted (exploded) emotionally.

Both interactions occurred within one hour. All I was trying to do was go from the train station to the grocery store and then to the bus stop

since George Floyd, someone made only four statements or actions about my wavelengths

That's much lower than usual

I filled a hole full of dirt

Anxiety

The sight of a pretty woman who received a black eye only because she is Asian.

Wind and rain

A friend of the family committed suicide. He was only 30.

It's heartbreaking that more attention and service isn't given to mental health, especially in these challenging times.

Rest in peace bro.

https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source= ... nxUre8hPbH

10 yrs ago : Macho Man Randy Savage RIP

It felt like a brother died when he passed , he gave so much to the fans

Someone caught the back of my shoe in the corridor.

Very sore throat... 3rd day in a row, now.

It likely isn't corona, as I've taken 3 tests the last 3 days... and they all came back negative.

But it's still painful and uncomfortable, and I can barely sleep...

Anxiety

I will need to get food supplies tomorrow.

I was just accused by a certain WP member of forcing him to stay here on WP.

I'm very fatigued lately, and even just walking around takes a lot of energy.