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Is it selfish to ask my family if I can go to flag day as well as the retreat I'm going to?

I paid my own way for the retreat and I'll pay for my own match ticket too.

If I could do long distance travel on my own this wouldn't be an issue.

I wonder how much bearing that one medical mistake had on my entire existence.

Should I start a thread about unexplained phenomenon we've personally experienced or are in the family history?

Also: They made a Corgi Pokemon for Pokemon Sword and Shield!

Might I say how I like your thumbnail Laeril?. Wouldn't think to see Cate Blanchett like that.

2.9/4.0 GB of data used already >:( ?!. Have I really been that careless?. I remember maybe on 5th, I was up to ~1.2 GB. What annoys me is that I am going to have to be really careful until after the 26th when I re-new my cycle. I'm thankful for the 4 'gigs' my sister gave me but this recent rate of usage is annoying and it's not like I always watch youtube videos while not on wi-fi as fond as I am of the access.

How very millennial is my tone , '~' -~- ?.

As much as I think about kyriarchy,intersectionality and have a strong distaste for swearing, the double standard of watching foul-mouthed crass comedy esp. if it's based on black culture or Ebonics* is something I will no longer deny. Pop culture, current and pre-internet, my siblings tastes in music (still somewhat with my brother but not my sister) and having own 'dirty glee' at seeing persons, *English speaking* persons of a certain minority express tempermental-ness and struggle get an unfortunate and problematic amount of attention for that and an interdependent 'collective inferiority complex' infamously developed for reasons outside of their control most often...'_'...how do I 'balance that out' or has my self-awareness present and past been enough?.

*Recently finished watching '10 Obscure BLACK Cartoons (Feat. ReviewYaLife and Mann of a Thousand Thoughts)' on the 'ToonrificTariq' channel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_NTVpC1Cqk

My work colleagues are awful.

Freaking out

Gaining weight

Eating too much

The penis gets on my nerves



It keeps kicking me out of the bathroom

Saying "what" instead of excuse me"

Offering me cheap s**t right after I finished eating




50.3 kg does not sound like a lot

But it's the pattern

Flipping out and s**t

Precious lil "people" look so happy and well adjust

And I don't fit in anywhere





Autism

Other trans look like they are doing well at work and friends

But that's social media

Not representative sample

Not videotape

Not stalking

Don't get along with "most people"

"Be true to yourself" means no friends and no job


"For you"

Although betraying yourself, also means no friends and no job





So maybe the advice is good

Less wrong




"Actions speak louder than words"

"Loose lips sink ships"

Significant digits





Entitled lil dipshits act like they have a moral right to be happy at all times and if they are not happy someone must have violated their stupidass "rights"



You have a right to remain silent


Nobody has a "right to live"

Disease

Death penalty

Military

Abortion

Whatever

Everyone is ignorant. Everyone has bacteria. Everyone is going to drop dead.



Wish I were a skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical white man

Like mister redelings

LGBT is not "survival of the fittest"

LGBT is not practical

Too ideal

The world is still too homophobic

Feel like I have to wear a hood and look less like a woman

But at 36 it is hard to look like a boy

And rapidly getting worse s**t


Vulnerable

Not enough resources to win competition with lil dipshits

Bad habit

Craving

"Most people" are so manipulative and judgmental


Not bad attitude

Some bad attitude





Period coming soon

Epoch

Video games

Nothing to do all day long

Waiting for the next meal


Waiting to drop dead


inciting a riot

Court mandated financial reparations

Apology

Time machine

Love

Accept







Getting more emotionally fragile the older I get


Rapidly


Annoyed


Edgy



High strung

All these years and I still love how with a serious treatment the original ‘Elite four’ seem so bad— and imposing from 0:00-1:10.



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Bobby...

I need to quit obsessing over someone from school when we're now in our 30s. But he turned out to be so cool.

Also he looks like Paddy Roberts. No wonder I was obsessed with KT and Paddy a few years ago.

Nutritionist and psychiatrist appointment today

Wonder what could go wrong



Been eating way too much

Need counseling

But the insurance only covers certain counselors

They are obsessed with the Mandated Reporter law

Complimentsf

Judgemental

Wrong assumptions

Manipulating

They act like they dragged my worthless corpse out of a burning building


They were just doing their job


They won't let me disagree with them

They use condescending terminology

They tell you, your reaction, instead of what they did wrong

Attitude

colbert said he's starting a new segment: guess what state this happened in. nevermind, it's florida.

then he said a florida burger king had to send a memo to employees not to use the floor mop on tables.