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Writing's not my problem. I meant as I had written -- speech. As in, live and physically verbal.

... While speaking with my mother tongue is bit odd from the usual tones and accents, at least there's not much of a problem there. Quite why I don't have much of an issue here.


Speaking with English language, on whichever form I end up using or picking up, on the other hand... Sounds awkward, with more than enough verbal backspaces. It'll take more processing to get through.
There's something off with the... Hmm. The 'real time give and take' parts -- solo rehearsals won't cut it. Despite being much better at (receiving) English speech, but that's where it ends.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

I don't think so cos it's a forum, sorry.

I guess you could post onto youtube then post the links here.

But youtube attracts trolls.

I wish there was a youtube style version of WP where if anyone was acting too much like a bully we could kick them off the site.
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Why on earth do I get hangovers every time I socialise? I don't drink!

I might have to change my username on here and other sites

Neural pathways

Every day I think the same thoughts

No correct hope

False hope

False advertising

f**k the spoiled upper middle class brat and it's dad and " instructor"

Ear , no bobby pins, itchy, vague nerve



Whatever professional services could "help" me, are $$$$$$$$. And I am 36 and the services could only "help" a little


Jeanne didn't really believe whatever she told me


She was trying to indulge me


Anyone could sit around fantasizing about perfect children or parents


She asked me if your ideal parents would have sent you to karate

it's like , reverse psychology and devil advocate





How about, your ideal daughter would get Nobel prize instead of buzz cut








It was an "unfortunate thing that happened" when your daughter got a buzz cut. It's not your fault. She hurt your eyeballs



Slouching



Idiots are indulgent and smothering until I do or say something they don't like even if it is factually correct


Then they act like they overpower me because they outnumber me


But there is just one of them and one of me




Manipulation




Tabboo

Assumptions


Implications

I had a meltdown this past week. I was thinking I was headed for one and tried hard to keep calm and deep breathe, but it just kept coming. I thought about posting...but then said to myself, "I know I can do this." Wrong. I am still exhausted and frustrated. In the past this has mended with time...still it would be nice not to have meltdowns at all.

Edna, your written English is very good. I know what you mean about speaking a foreign language. It takes me forever to get over the hump of conscious thinking about the language instead of it just coming automatically out of my mouth. Plus in the languages have have dabbled in, spoken word is very different from the written word.

Do you mind telling us what your first language is?

Thanks for nothing to those who treated me badly.

Things to do tomorrow:
1 do crosswords with my stepdad
2 finish my book
3 finish my sonnet
4 if I finish sonnet, type up and do submissions
5 lunch
6 usual routine
7 only after 5 and if 1-3 get done check anything like social media (sorry WP)
8 if I don't get that done, don't play CAH

In evening, write new poem's first-fifth draft. Maybe find a pic of him/them to do for new drawing. Label it Fan Art.

Maybe I'm being a hard task master on myself but it's better to do this stuff than it is to focus on 1 him leaving and 2 how many upvotes and downvotes and responses I get.

Someone I know and admire.

The dire state of civilization.

Tomorrow's travels.

Bed!

Many don't know the difference between a wizard and the letters K, E, M, A and S.

It's June 23 and we had to turn on the furnace! Welcome to the Pacific Northwest.

My mind is attacking me. I'm sad.
I had the wrong idea about my choices at times.

How lovely cool it is this summer evening compared to how hot it is in the desert I moved away from.