What's on your mind right now?
.. To recall, and to return to order.
But...
I cannot afford order.
Unless.....
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Should go to the shop but waiting for the postie
Can't believe what he bought me or that he likes me at all. (Pretty predictable haha. Sod all wrong with being a JT... )
Also predictable, it's the full kit …
Want to wear it on Tuesday but want to wear it on Friday and actually believe in washing my clothes cos this stereotype breaks down at some point.
Like the JT threads are really bad and they shouldn't make fun of people just for wearing football shirts but at the same time we're ripe for it (not everyone just me and some people in my friendship group).
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Adam is a dob.
My kit's nearly here, took all day, good job I went out.
Tonight:
1 have dinner
2 have bath
3 play song quiz
4 get to page 200 of book
5 if it's before 23:30, keep drawing picture
6 if finish picture decide whether it's good enough or draw a new one
K must like stupid men. Idk why women like stupid men and men like stupid women. Must be an NT thing.
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lostonearth35
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I'm neither a Baby Boomer nor a Millennial. When I see the two sides arguing and insulting each other, I feel like the filling in a Generation X sandwich tucked between two golden slices of moron.
Well, the BB side is the one that's mostly moronic, now. I used to think younger people were stupid because of the whole Tide Pod trend a while ago, but they can't be completely hopeless if they're going out to get vaccinated themselves because their parents believe whatever garbage they spent 5 minutes reading about on Google, but not a real doctor.
I'm not going to be able to sleep if it's like that tonight and I can't concentrate and it's selfish of them.
NTs are really selfish around here. There is no need to rub people's faces in it with parties as loud as they have them. If you complain about a party being noisy then they tease you about not having friends.
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funeralxempire
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Well, the BB side is the one that's mostly moronic, now. I used to think younger people were stupid because of the whole Tide Pod trend a while ago, but they can't be completely hopeless if they're going out to get vaccinated themselves because their parents believe whatever garbage they spent 5 minutes reading about on Google, but not a real doctor.
Plenty of Gen X fell for hoaxes like the underlined**, allowing a handful of overly publicized cases to define their understanding of a whole generational cohort. If Boomers and Millennials are the bread in the moron sandwich, Gen X must be the moron meat. One thing every generation has in common - they're mostly imbeciles and stupid and sometimes dangerous fads have been embraced by every single one of them. Remember, the Gen Y adults and Gen Z kids getting themselves vaccinated, were raised by your generation, as were the ones eating Tide Pods. Apparently your generation shouldn't have been trusted to spawn kids with the only saving grace being some of them are brighter than their parents.
** The hoax is the idea that the behaviour was ever common or trendy.
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Doctor Butler was listening actively
That could be a good or bad thing
APA direct quotes MLA notation officially
Taken out of context
She wrote that , when asked about birth control, I anwered, it is hard to imagine that anyone will want to have sex with me because I am autistic, depressed and unemployed. Unless someone rapes me.".
But she tried to encourage me to get a boyfriend and I was not expecting it
That's like saying, if someone holds a gun to my head and says "will you have sex with me" and I say "yes I will have sex with you", that's not consent because of the gun
Doctor etchiverri, double handed handshake
How great of a doctor could a woman majoring in Latin studies be
Gorged way over this week and lately
Gained weight, but surprised it was not earlier or more
Doctor Butler shook my hand three times
Apparently she was going for four
Farewell party
Venn diagram
Punnett square
Sit on the exam table, or chair
Talk spitting
See if the next doctor will let me type the answers myself
This is skeptical ridiculous absurd silly
Games and s**t
How well could someone know me after only one hour?
Doctor Butler and etchiverri graduated 2012
Just seven years s**t
Thought doctor Butler was about 60
But maybe albino and young
Doctor etchiverris Facebook, crossdressing
Molecular cell biology,
Kimberly Ann Butler
Laurent maisin
Martinez, can
Contra Costa health plan
When you email a doctor, a nurse answered
Three bowel movement today cold f**k
Can't email doctor Butler, just primary care physician
At Kaiser you can email all the doctors and they answer
Kaiser is all in one building
It is not hard to make psychiatrist appointment
s**t I miss Kaiser
But I love doctor etchiverris
Bedside manner
s**t I might not even see doctor Butler again
I miss doctor Butler
She was positive but not uppity
There was nothing to do today
Counseling and library
Want to give up job search
But nothing else to do
Can't email Brandon Williams Craig aikido instructor every day
There is nothing to talk about
Don't want to do anything in "life"
No motivation
Don't even want to go bathroom hopping
Eating like Prader Willi
Bowel movement like Lamaze
Double handed handshake.
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I almost s**t myself reading that.
My mind is like a sandwich, I've got drugs on my mind
and my mind is also on drugs;
the kind that make your skin crawl with imaginary bugs
it's not like Joe's Apartment though, I'm getting snubbed
meanwhile they're preparing plots to get dug
and contemplating throwing my body in the lake in a rug
*sniffsniff* i hope i don't sound paranoid, do i son?
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"Many of us like to ask ourselves, What would I do if I was alive during slavery? Or the Jim Crow South? Or apartheid? What would I do if my country was committing genocide?' The answer is, you're doing it. Right now." —Former U.S. Airman (Air Force) Aaron Bushnell
Well, the BB side is the one that's mostly moronic, now. I used to think younger people were stupid because of the whole Tide Pod trend a while ago, but they can't be completely hopeless if they're going out to get vaccinated themselves because their parents believe whatever garbage they spent 5 minutes reading about on Google, but not a real doctor.
Plenty of Gen X fell for hoaxes like the underlined**, allowing a handful of overly publicized cases to define their understanding of a whole generational cohort. If Boomers and Millennials are the bread in the moron sandwich, Gen X must be the moron meat. One thing every generation has in common - they're mostly imbeciles and stupid and sometimes dangerous fads have been embraced by every single one of them. Remember, the Gen Y adults and Gen Z kids getting themselves vaccinated, were raised by your generation, as were the ones eating Tide Pods. Apparently your generation shouldn't have been trusted to spawn kids with the only saving grace being some of them are brighter than their parents.
** The hoax is the idea that the behaviour was ever common or trendy.
For some reason Gen Xers often think it was the Boomers who had the Millennials?
My mum is a Gen Xer and I'm a Millennial and I'm 31.
Some of her friends were in their 30s when they had their first kids, I think that's the reason for the assumption. But it's not always true.
All generations have idiots. All generations have intelligent people. Sometimes we're not sure what intelligent is (obviously it's not eating Tide Pods). It's been going on since at least Ancient Greece. An eg of 'sometimes we don't know what intelligent is' is Socrates who considered the young to be wasting their intelligence and ruining their memories because of their obsession with writing. We only know that because of writing, because the oral tradition pre-recorded audio media isn't very good.
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That said young (presumably) NT people who party all night are a pain and ruin my day the next day and ruin my night. That's not a sign of the times though, that's a sign of what teenagers/early 20 something NTs are like. When I was young (I still am young but when I was a uni student), if I wanted to be that drunk and noisy I'd go down a pub. Loud house parties in residential areas are selfish.
I finally did that picture, wow.
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I think people downvote on Reddit based on if they fancy the person in the art or not. Which is pathetic especially since some people are monosexual so no matter how gorgeous you drew the character, it wouldn't be good enough to 'turn' them. (anyway a picture of Brad Pitt couldn't convince me to fancy him and he's considered gorgeous so...) I'm starting to appreciate my downvotes since at least it means someone interacted with the work.
I really like my campaign poster on the benevolent dictator thing. But I need to think of ideas if I'm going to take it seriously.
I'm going in a different direction for this next week's picture. Again, the downvotes will come if the picture is good enough to provoke a response.
OK I'm an SJW snowflake but... mum went into a shop to buy granddad some soap and she said to the guy 'what soap do men like in here' and he said 'we don't divide soap out into gender but a lot of men like this one', it said 'Lad' on it... Yes, you do...
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Tonight:
1 get to page 300
2 do crossword
3 if it's before 11:30, find the black marker pen and draw a tree.
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Thoughts on today's picture.
Like:
1 the faces
2 I managed to draw a suit properly for the first time ever
Dislike:
1 I still find it hard to draw characters sitting around a table without it looking like the ones who are at the sides are falling over.
2 I drew the room too small
3 I drew the window view wrong
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Did the store write 'Lad' on it, or did the factory do it?
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"Many of us like to ask ourselves, What would I do if I was alive during slavery? Or the Jim Crow South? Or apartheid? What would I do if my country was committing genocide?' The answer is, you're doing it. Right now." —Former U.S. Airman (Air Force) Aaron Bushnell
I'm so used to be too mindful on breathing due to annoying issues about it, suddenly realizing that I don't sense that I was breathing unconsciously would make me worry into being mindful that I was still breathing.
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Wondering if my memory capabilities will ever recover after the ECT I had last year. I've been told I have to just wait and see, but whether it does or not could be the difference between me ever being able to live independently or not, and I'd really like to know if that's something I have any hope of or not.
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