Mountain Goat wrote:
I have been offered overtime in another store but I don't think it is a good idea for me because today I half went into a partial shutdown / energy loss situation which hampered my work progress a bit. I know that if I try to do too much I am far more likely to get them more frequently, to the point where it would not be possible to do anything... So I need to go careful and keep things part time with days off to recover.
I don't like not helping out... I want to do my very best... But if I don't limit what I do I may find I am unable to work even part time. Umm. Anyway. I am at least doing something.
If I push myself too hard and get issues, every single thing I do is a great effort to do. It is like I have run a marathon and then started work. That is the best description I can think of.
Sorry about your shutdown
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Someone made a video about nerdwriter, it's come full circle
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That lot won 10-0 so they're going to be drunk arrogant now (in the town where dad lives, nothing new there then but online they're not that bad usually. And here... they've been led to believe they're better than other people including their own families so yes they're arrogant but they only talk football after old firms...)
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On Urban Dictionary everything means something rude and that it doesn't actually mean irl
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He was being really rude to him so I said nothing, I hate being patronised and he was looking for someone to patronise. I hate that sort of power dynamics thing
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My art is meant to be twisted nostalgia anyway
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I watched an interesting video on what makes things creepy, essentially it reminds me of the unheimlich.
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I wonder if a lot of reasons for discrimination come out of this fear psychologically. Certainly ableism and fear of the neurodiverse, we're just that bit different to throw them off but not completely and it's invisible. But also - in the far distant past, would a white person seeing a black person/black person seeing a white person have the feeling of 'why is there someone who looks almost like me except a different colour'? Sounds very racist today but, if I saw an alien who was just purple or green but otherwise completely human I'd be freaked out.
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I'm not sure if I'm reading the right book or not.
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I'm not sure if drawing 3 versions of the same picture is overkill but I want to get it just right before I post it anywhere
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I think being sjw/pc is maybe my defence mechanism against saying the wrong thing because I'm aspie. I've been told a lot of times that random things I say are offensive. I find it hard to get the balance right so I err on the side of caution these days.
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Tonight: fill in the main part of the main picture
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Not actually a girl
He/him